May 14, 2004 00:04
"It's hard to swim in a town this shallow" -mya
well what can i say i must agree with mya on this quote. . . . i feel extreamly boaring right now and i'm not sure why lol. how can you tell someone bye when the word hello has barely passed your lips? i'm not sure what to do or where to go from here. . . . can someone lead the way and ignight the diming lights in this room, i'm already starting to feel alone in this crowded room darkening in depression. i smoked again today. . . . "bad kristen" oh well i feel much more relaxed when i went to class and i can shut out the droaning sound of my teachers voice. i actually think that the voices in my mind are fading away, there seems to no
longer to be a shadow over my shoulder yelling at me that i'm wrong and that i keep screwing up. but in my mind i do everything the right, just the way it should be. hehehe well i'll quit droaning on like my teachers and say gdnight and YOU BETTER GO TO THE SHOW IN WAIKALOA ON THE 22ND!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and never forget my fav. statements!!!
i care why?
this affects me how?
and your point is what?
exactly so shut the fuck up!!!! muahahahha