where have you gone...left me alone in the dark with no answers

[black_threds]

the unbreakable walls, tumbleing down, they surround me but im not to be found. smashing the silence with a thought of self control, i grit my teeth and i try, these choices that im forced to make, to hard for me to choose, and too much for me to take. listen for me in the untouchable silence, hear me when i scream but though i only whisper, i know you'll eventually hear me as the night closes in, "so kiss me hard cause this may be the last time that ill let you" dont you see that the charade is over? and yet it continues without reason or care, cause its the same situation just diffrent faces. but "im ignoring the phone. id rather say nothing," cause your calling to late, to late to be gracious. dont tell me that you care. it only makes things harder. dont smile when you see me down because "i'm falling and i dont think i want to stop"
-wont you save me?

~kristen~