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((I apologise in advance, this is quite a fluffy, self expressive entry. If you are easily prone to vomiting, please look away))
Last night, for the first time since living down here, I feel like I have finally "been accepted" as a person now, not just as Scotts girlfriend. Well thats not entirely true, I overcame the first hurdle when Chris and me went to Clarence alone for the first time, that was cool.
I know it seems stupid really, but I dont know, please bare in mind that I have always been around the same group of friends and I've never been the one to be "braught into" a group, not to be egotistical, but I (and friends) usually are the ones that start "the groups". But yes, anyway, I digress. Matt (Hedley/Shadowman/etc/*insert own insult here*) had a good chat last night, even if it was slightly fueled by aco-ma-hol. Oh well.
See the thing is, I was very nervous once I posted my last hjournal entry, that I had fucked up any sort of respect/friendship I had gained in Portsmouth by saying all those things, but apparently no. And I thank Matt/Chris/Jason/(Scott)/etc for reassuring me in that sense.
Well its good to finally feel like I'm "fitting in"
-Sammi
xx
PS I know this is probably incoherent, but I was drinking last night, and this is kinda the order things came to my head this morning >.>
Me and Steffi
Me and my mother
My "Barbie is a slut " birthday cake!
A stereotypical pose from my mother
Richard, Steffi and Martin
Who forgot to turn the flash on!
Posing with a menu on my head...Hows that for a classy bird...
Grin!
Boo!
Table shot!
Martin, James and Katie
Steffi and Richard
Me and Kirsty!
Last night, for the first time since living down here, I feel like I have finally "been accepted" as a person now, not just as Scotts girlfriend. Well thats not entirely true, I overcame the first hurdle when Chris and me went to Clarence alone for the first time, that was cool.
I know it seems stupid really, but I dont know, please bare in mind that I have always been around the same group of friends and I've never been the one to be "braught into" a group, not to be egotistical, but I (and friends) usually are the ones that start "the groups". But yes, anyway, I digress. Matt (Hedley/Shadowman/etc/*insert own insult here*) had a good chat last night, even if it was slightly fueled by aco-ma-hol. Oh well.
See the thing is, I was very nervous once I posted my last hjournal entry, that I had fucked up any sort of respect/friendship I had gained in Portsmouth by saying all those things, but apparently no. And I thank Matt/Chris/Jason/(Scott)/etc for reassuring me in that sense.
Well its good to finally feel like I'm "fitting in"
-Sammi
xx
PS I know this is probably incoherent, but I was drinking last night, and this is kinda the order things came to my head this morning >.>
Me and Steffi
Me and my mother
My "Barbie is a slut " birthday cake!
A stereotypical pose from my mother
Richard, Steffi and Martin
Who forgot to turn the flash on!
Posing with a menu on my head...Hows that for a classy bird...
Grin!
Boo!
Table shot!
Martin, James and Katie
Steffi and Richard
Me and Kirsty!