Of Euthanasia....

Aug 01, 2005 02:44

Deep black pools releft a face with droppy blood-shot eyes, a sniffling nose, and makeup running down the cheeks mixing in with an endless flow of silent tears. A hand clutches a white kleenex to the nose.

Is that me? Why do I look so scared? Am I scared for you, small and shivering and weak, or am I scared for me? Am I scared for what lies ahead for both of us?

The fear of the unknown.....

I want to run away. I don't want to be here. But I don't want you to be alone.

I'm here. I'm here. Shhhhh. I'm here.

As the pink liquid gets forced into you, you jerk away and I cringe knowing that somehow it's my fault you're lying there.

"She's gone."

RIP
Puffy
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