Good-bye. See you soon?
I'm drifting away from this familiar place, and these familiar people. I think it's for the better though. But I wonder where I'm going to end up, or if I'm going to float into some sort of gray area again. I feel like a social jack of all trades.
The weekend has lifted my spirits a bit. Friday was my first real break since OJT started, and I helped at Heights' Sesquicentennial Book Launch after I got off work. I promised myself I'd be more active in my orgs, namely Heights and Psyche (hopefully), and I figured that the best time to start is now. The event lasted much longer than I anticipated, but I stuck it out and had a great time with my org mates. I joined my barkada at Cantina after, since I missed having dinner with them at Cocina Juan, and only had a glass of zombie but... I guess I got drunk on the atmosphere of my friends. Haha! It's great. But I still think I'm too loud; I get so comfortable. I wish I wasn't so much. I'm like the stereotypical independent/boisterous woman on TV shows or in movies. Anyway, I passed by Rai's place (while walking there, this happened) and ended up staying there late late late.
On Saturday I hung out at Christine's place (after an episode of typical logistics fail involving me, my mom and my aunt) then went to the MMA Reunion at Techno Hub for dinner, where I got to see part of the large group of girls who used to hang out at the MMA after school while we were still in high school. We were noisy and had a lot of fun, and it was awesome.
Today, I went to Bonifacio High Street today with my org mate Pepito, and watched Alvin Yapan's Rolyo, Jealousy (I forget the Filipino title. D:) and Ang Panggagahasa Kay Fe (The Rapture of Fe) at Fully Booked. Natuwa ako. I need to do this more often. I especially liked Ang Panggagahasa Kay Fe, I guess because I still harbor some bitterness over some of the themes of the film. I'll get over it in time. I kinda took Pepito around, since he's never been there before (!!) and introduced him to the wonders of Shawarma Rice at Food Channel. We had it take out though, and I drove back to Rai's and we ate there. Guitar playing, Dragon Age, CSS rage and fun times ensued.
Now I'm home and my room's getting messy again, and I remember that I've a 9am class later. I'll go to class and go to work and be fine, but the feeling will creep up on me again when I'm alone. I am the go-to person for all sorts of things; I'm beginning to notice it now. I can still manage.
The weekend has lifted my spirits a bit. Friday was my first real break since OJT started, and I helped at Heights' Sesquicentennial Book Launch after I got off work. I promised myself I'd be more active in my orgs, namely Heights and Psyche (hopefully), and I figured that the best time to start is now. The event lasted much longer than I anticipated, but I stuck it out and had a great time with my org mates. I joined my barkada at Cantina after, since I missed having dinner with them at Cocina Juan, and only had a glass of zombie but... I guess I got drunk on the atmosphere of my friends. Haha! It's great. But I still think I'm too loud; I get so comfortable. I wish I wasn't so much. I'm like the stereotypical independent/boisterous woman on TV shows or in movies. Anyway, I passed by Rai's place (while walking there, this happened) and ended up staying there late late late.
On Saturday I hung out at Christine's place (after an episode of typical logistics fail involving me, my mom and my aunt) then went to the MMA Reunion at Techno Hub for dinner, where I got to see part of the large group of girls who used to hang out at the MMA after school while we were still in high school. We were noisy and had a lot of fun, and it was awesome.
Today, I went to Bonifacio High Street today with my org mate Pepito, and watched Alvin Yapan's Rolyo, Jealousy (I forget the Filipino title. D:) and Ang Panggagahasa Kay Fe (The Rapture of Fe) at Fully Booked. Natuwa ako. I need to do this more often. I especially liked Ang Panggagahasa Kay Fe, I guess because I still harbor some bitterness over some of the themes of the film. I'll get over it in time. I kinda took Pepito around, since he's never been there before (!!) and introduced him to the wonders of Shawarma Rice at Food Channel. We had it take out though, and I drove back to Rai's and we ate there. Guitar playing, Dragon Age, CSS rage and fun times ensued.
Now I'm home and my room's getting messy again, and I remember that I've a 9am class later. I'll go to class and go to work and be fine, but the feeling will creep up on me again when I'm alone. I am the go-to person for all sorts of things; I'm beginning to notice it now. I can still manage.