May 07, 2004 20:28
We had physicals today. The examinations were safe, I guess, and maybe just a couple caused me to pain. He was there, of course. First time in months we've been so close, but yet so scared. No worries, though, there's still a whole rainbow out there for me. Rainbow. Haha. I joined this new community call angryblackchicks and on the info, I think(it could have been another black-chick community), it said, "And please don't put up a post that says, "I'm so sad that this white, or hispanic, or [insert non-black ethnic here] boy doesn't like me. We've all been there, and there are rainbows of guys to chose from" or something like that. And I was like, "Yes, I'm not the only one!" I used to be ashamed of who I liked cuz I thought other "sisters" would frown down upon and be all like "Why you likin' a damn white boy for?" But now I know that I was naive in thinking that. Ok, I just got sooooo off topic, but I don't care. I had to let that out.
Anyways, at the physicals, I found out I had high blood pressure. Ooo, scary. What's high blood pressure anyway? Does it hurt? Does it kill you? Well, I didn't worry about that too much. I looked for Holston people, but they didn't show up until we left. Bummer. I really wanted to see them and congradulate the track team for winning the county last night. Well, Crystal comes home and is all like, "I have a heart murmur." My mom is spastic. Then out of the blue, I remember my health problem. I tell her and she's even more spastic. So all six of us load in my mom's minivan and go to our family doctor. Turns out she didn't have a heart murmur. Shew. We don't need another person in our family with one of those, that's for sure.
Oh yeah, one more thing. We went to this store called Fred's and me and Crystal had this huge fight and I broke one of the cheap, automatic opening door. I fixed it though.