:,(
Grandma died last night. Mom came in my room when I was half asleep, and told me that she was canceling me and Cory's appointments down in the springs. Then she told me the news. I think that's the only time I really couldn't go back to sleep after she woke me up.
I feel so bad, too, because Cory and I, when we saw her at the hospital yesterday, badly wanted to get away and give Grandma some breathing room. Now I wish I would've hugged her tighter and talked to her more, even though she could barely talk back. I'm thankful, though, that she isn't suffering any longer. I remember walking in that room and thinking that she looked 10x weaker than when I last saw her.
I'll never write her another letter, never talk to her again. :( There's a certain force that knocks the wind out of you when you realize that. :,( I just hope that she's somewhere better than here!
I feel so bad, too, because Cory and I, when we saw her at the hospital yesterday, badly wanted to get away and give Grandma some breathing room. Now I wish I would've hugged her tighter and talked to her more, even though she could barely talk back. I'm thankful, though, that she isn't suffering any longer. I remember walking in that room and thinking that she looked 10x weaker than when I last saw her.
I'll never write her another letter, never talk to her again. :( There's a certain force that knocks the wind out of you when you realize that. :,( I just hope that she's somewhere better than here!