so hard
i hate liking someone. it's always so hard. i've never had a real rela real serious relationship. all the people i've dated have been from lexington, older than me and just for fun. and i think it's time i had a serious relationship. seriously, i've never dated anyone for like over three weeks and then wwhen we broke up, i didnt really care and almost immeditaly, i turned around and was dating someone else. but the hard part is this: of the two guys i like...i highly doubt either of them likes me. and that sucks butt. i hate everything right now. and...