I love you, alright?
Well.
Edit: Stopped my Ugly Cry. Can now sort-of speak. Dr Who kind of helps as distraction therapy, a little. No spoilers, promise.
Nameless Character #1:
You. I -- I just want you to know, I love you, okay? Okay? I love you. I always have, I always will, till the day I die, and even after I've moved On. I love you. So very much, so much it hurts me inside. I am so sorry that I said those things about you, earlier, but -- I have never been so angry in my life. I can't believe you said -- I can't believe you did -- you! Of all people! You! I never thought I'd see that side -- god, I never thought you had that side! You were always just so goddamn beautiful all the freaking time! I know fear makes people do and say -- but! That hurt. It hurt a lot. I wanted to smash your face in with a shovel. And I think you deserved what you got, then, and I know that if Others were there they'd have done the exact same thing, and What They Said Was Right. How dare you be so selfish! And yet, of all people you have the right, and I can't even blame you, I can't. I can't. I understand, I understand exactly and I knew you'd have those sorts of -- and then! Then! You broke my heart for entirely different reasons. You did. A thousand times over.
I love you. I'm happy for you. I love you. I do forgive you for The Incident Earlier. I really hope you forgave yourself. I did. They Did. I love you. You had a sod of a life, you deserved better, you were happy. I've never seen you so happy. I love you. I do. I love you, okay? Fine.
(I'm not fine, and right now I don't think I'll ever be fine, but I will one day. I love you).
Nameless Character #2:
Oh my precious darling. Oh my precious, wonderful darling. You are the epitome of beautiful and I am in awe. I wish that life had been better to you, for you, but I shall never forget what you did. I can't think of what else to say to you, dearest, but I know that if I, facing the same situation, could be an nth like you, then I'd be fantastic. I really, really wish you'd thought it through a bit more. I'll wish that till I die. Now you know there were others who really, really wished the same thing, but you'd have known that already. Oh my darling, my precious darling, I adore you and admire you. I might name my firstborn after you.
Nameless Character #3:
I don't know what is worse....what happened, or what might have, or what happened to Others....but I shall never, ever get over This and I know that neither will Others.
Nameless Character #4:
You poor, poor person. You poor, poor person. Oh GOD you poor, poor person. Stop making me sodding cry, I hate you for making me cry.
Nameless Character #5:
God I love you. You're freaking awesome and I love you. You're awesome.
Nameless Character #6:
I don't know that I forgive you. I don't know that I ever will. I don't call THAT fair, I don't call THAT right, I don't think....but yet you still DID, and it was sickening, and I have to respect that.
Nameless Character #7:
I'm glad you're happy now. I still love you. Thank you.
Nameless Character #8:
I'm so sorry. I'm so, so sorry. I'm so so so so sorry. Oh God I'm sorry. Oh God. I can't even...SOD IT'S NOT RIGHT. I feel so responsible for loving you. Oh GOD, I am so, so sorry. I hope you didn't see. I hope They didn't see. Oh God, I'm so, so sorry.
To J.K.Rowling:
A lot of what happened was not fair, was not representative, was not right, but that's war, isn't it?
Thank you for giving me that small mercy.
Thank you for Harry Potter. He made my childhood magical.
Excuse me, but I have to go and cry some more.
Edit: Stopped my Ugly Cry. Can now sort-of speak. Dr Who kind of helps as distraction therapy, a little. No spoilers, promise.
Nameless Character #1:
You. I -- I just want you to know, I love you, okay? Okay? I love you. I always have, I always will, till the day I die, and even after I've moved On. I love you. So very much, so much it hurts me inside. I am so sorry that I said those things about you, earlier, but -- I have never been so angry in my life. I can't believe you said -- I can't believe you did -- you! Of all people! You! I never thought I'd see that side -- god, I never thought you had that side! You were always just so goddamn beautiful all the freaking time! I know fear makes people do and say -- but! That hurt. It hurt a lot. I wanted to smash your face in with a shovel. And I think you deserved what you got, then, and I know that if Others were there they'd have done the exact same thing, and What They Said Was Right. How dare you be so selfish! And yet, of all people you have the right, and I can't even blame you, I can't. I can't. I understand, I understand exactly and I knew you'd have those sorts of -- and then! Then! You broke my heart for entirely different reasons. You did. A thousand times over.
I love you. I'm happy for you. I love you. I do forgive you for The Incident Earlier. I really hope you forgave yourself. I did. They Did. I love you. You had a sod of a life, you deserved better, you were happy. I've never seen you so happy. I love you. I do. I love you, okay? Fine.
(I'm not fine, and right now I don't think I'll ever be fine, but I will one day. I love you).
Nameless Character #2:
Oh my precious darling. Oh my precious, wonderful darling. You are the epitome of beautiful and I am in awe. I wish that life had been better to you, for you, but I shall never forget what you did. I can't think of what else to say to you, dearest, but I know that if I, facing the same situation, could be an nth like you, then I'd be fantastic. I really, really wish you'd thought it through a bit more. I'll wish that till I die. Now you know there were others who really, really wished the same thing, but you'd have known that already. Oh my darling, my precious darling, I adore you and admire you. I might name my firstborn after you.
Nameless Character #3:
I don't know what is worse....what happened, or what might have, or what happened to Others....but I shall never, ever get over This and I know that neither will Others.
Nameless Character #4:
You poor, poor person. You poor, poor person. Oh GOD you poor, poor person. Stop making me sodding cry, I hate you for making me cry.
Nameless Character #5:
God I love you. You're freaking awesome and I love you. You're awesome.
Nameless Character #6:
I don't know that I forgive you. I don't know that I ever will. I don't call THAT fair, I don't call THAT right, I don't think....but yet you still DID, and it was sickening, and I have to respect that.
Nameless Character #7:
I'm glad you're happy now. I still love you. Thank you.
Nameless Character #8:
I'm so sorry. I'm so, so sorry. I'm so so so so sorry. Oh God I'm sorry. Oh God. I can't even...SOD IT'S NOT RIGHT. I feel so responsible for loving you. Oh GOD, I am so, so sorry. I hope you didn't see. I hope They didn't see. Oh God, I'm so, so sorry.
To J.K.Rowling:
A lot of what happened was not fair, was not representative, was not right, but that's war, isn't it?
Thank you for giving me that small mercy.
Thank you for Harry Potter. He made my childhood magical.
Excuse me, but I have to go and cry some more.