Somethings There
In some sad ways, I knew this was going to happen. The most saddest of the outcomes will come true, not always in life *in general* but always to romance and relationships. I don't know what it could be, but no matter what, either I, he, we, or none of us screw up. I actually had confidence and my hopes were overly raised. Oh well, shit happens. But as for him, hes screwed. Not only does he have all my loved ones after him, but hes lost me, we use to be awesome friends and if he had just spoken to me about this, than have me find out by my friends, maybe we still would of been. I wish I was done, I'm so damn sick of this. But, I was starting to like someone else during this time. . . .
Theres another one
Another guy.
One that says nice things to me, one that talks to me, one that likes to pick fights with me just to see me get all invoked, one that makes me smile just by his presence, one that hugs me everyday, one that asks how I am, one that tells me hes there in case of any trouble, one my friends are totally cool with. One who I trust. He even knows I like him and he still treats me like this. "hes even nicer than he usually is", according to some of my friends.
Don't blame me for being pessimistic, I've earned that right thanx to the previous asshole, but my friends won't let me try to wiggle my way out of this one. He's so damn different, what is it that makes you so different? What makes you so special? How did you get me?! I don't even think you like me, I'm afraid to even risk that thought. But shit! I feel so weird with this one, lol, its crazy. Theres a spark, and even I can see it. I wonder if he can...
I hope he can.
Theres another one
Another guy.
One that says nice things to me, one that talks to me, one that likes to pick fights with me just to see me get all invoked, one that makes me smile just by his presence, one that hugs me everyday, one that asks how I am, one that tells me hes there in case of any trouble, one my friends are totally cool with. One who I trust. He even knows I like him and he still treats me like this. "hes even nicer than he usually is", according to some of my friends.
Don't blame me for being pessimistic, I've earned that right thanx to the previous asshole, but my friends won't let me try to wiggle my way out of this one. He's so damn different, what is it that makes you so different? What makes you so special? How did you get me?! I don't even think you like me, I'm afraid to even risk that thought. But shit! I feel so weird with this one, lol, its crazy. Theres a spark, and even I can see it. I wonder if he can...
I hope he can.