Mar 11, 2005 18:01
i wonder why i feel like a donut
so good and all but theres something missing
that big hole in the center that serves no purpose
it just takes away from the greatness of me
i dont have a jelly inside...
i dont even have chocolate..
i dont think i should be like all the other donuts that everyone likes so much...
then why do u want to be liked?
i wish that one other donut would see me
i wish i could be the one
i wish they could be a part of me and make me whole again
but for now..
im just another centerless donut
nothing special to me..
not even a real name...im just..
another donut..
i want you to make me special..
i want you to see me differently from all the rest
i want to be yours...
only yours
i want...
i want to know why life is so complicated..i cant seem to get anything set straight and have one smoothe day without something going wrong..or losing something..or getting someting stolen..or have someone tell me im a waste of their time..or i get yelled at..or get a bad grade that makes me feel the same as the last 137 times i got a failing grade...but i just want to live this life through how it plays itself out...i wont blame it on someone next to me or say its not fair..cuz its fair in every way..maybe not the way you see it but it is fair..