Oct 15, 2004 16:30
... nobody really knows.
Alex and Jess are going to Bright Eyes tonight. Lucky bastards. Possibly going to Coheed and Cambria, I'm excited. Can't wait.
I hate that people talk about me and the things I say. If you are going to say something, then don't fucking exagerate it. It wasn't any of his business anyway.
I'm none of his business, I never was.
Life has been crap latley. It needs to be better. A lot better. I wish it were.
My birthday next month. 18. I can't wait. It's going to be the best party EVA!
I need to get out of my house. I need my own place. By myself. I just need time to myself. I work too hard to have to give it all to others. Sometimes I don't think that people appreciate me. Maybe my mom is right. Maybe she's right about everything. It's a scary thought.
One month. Three days. Then I'm gone.