Crappy day.....
Well today was a really shitty day..it must be the weather or something.:/ I feel like a lot of things a going more wrong when I want them to be right. I thought I was happy actually I know I was but now I feel all depressed. Today in Health Science we watched Patch Adams now I absolutly love this movie and it makes me cry, so when it came to the part where the girl died and Patch(robin williams) was at the girls funeral and he read the end of the poem I started crying and not like anything small but really crying I had to get up and go to the back of the room. Then on the bus ride back to school I started crying again, why I did I'm not really sure but I feel like theres a lot on my chest and a lot of emotions that I need to get out there. I just really need to say how I feel and stop keeping my emotions hidden from everyone. I really need to go have a good cry to, but right now I don't know whos shoulder to cry on. I don't know I have a whole mess of emotions inside me right now and I don't know how to handle it. Hopefully I'll figure it out........