another gay weekend

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for me going to parties gets pretty boring when you do it every weekend. so me and parker were talking and we figured out we all go to parties and shit because we are on a constant quest to meet the right person/people. and after months and months of not finding shit why do we keep on our quest? there are many times when i wish i had a really chill gf and we could have fun just being together but then, when i have a gf, thats when all the girls ive wanted to hook up with all decide to flirt with me and shit, that makes me think screw having a gf, i just want to party, and then when its gone, its gone. no more gf and no more (ok, well not as much) girls flirting and shit. the only solution to this is if i was like some people i know (chaz) and had absolutly no morals then i could have a gf and cheat on her all the time, problem solved right? wrong i do have morals i cant do that shit. so that just leaves hope that ill meet the right person, and how do you meet the right person? you could sit on the couch and hope she knocks on your front door or continue the quest by going to parties and meeting people.

another thing, think about what we are doing when we look for parties, we are calling everyone we know with a cell phone looking for someones house to just show up at, get drunk and make an ass of yourself. this didnt happen 10 years ago no one had cell phones so word of mouth didnt travel like it does now, if you wanted to call someone you had to of been at home and made plans way ahead of time there was no other way of getting a hold of people.

and lastly we go to parties to socialize but the majority of the time we are in our own little clicks and get absolutely nowhere we are just at someone elses house getting drunk instead of our own