Fucked off!!!!
Im pissed off today. I was really bad yesterday. Didnt wanna talk to anyone, was even a bit off with the lovely Anthea who makes coming here to work worthwhile. She even sang to me. Bless.
Last night i was called fat by about thirty Chavs. I felt like turning around and beating the shit out of every single one of them. This town has become diseased by the scum. I cant walk down the high street anymore without feeling unsafe. How can kids do that to people. It has gotten so bad now. And what can we do about it? Fuck all.
I was feeling annoyed anyway last night. I have to say it. Someone made me feel pretty shit about myself the other day. They know about it though. I know im not the skinniest girl in the world, but I sure as hell aint fucking fat, or Podgy. I think the sexiest thing for a woman to have is curves, not hip bones that stick out a fucking mile. It means Im healthy. If you look at paintings from the renaissance period, not a rib cage in sight. Women were meant to have curves, to bear children, which is kinda what we are put on this planet to do. Not starve ourselves of what our bodies need.
I have had my rant. I just wanted to say that I think people should think before they say things in future. In return of being supportive and caring to people, I dont expect to feel absolutely shit about myself. Sorry if this offends anyone, or if you all think im talking bollocks, or that I am fat. To anyone who does think this, then fuck you all, cos your all a bunch of fucking retards. I dont have time for negative thinking, its taken up too much of my life already.
Rant aside, its fucking cold and I cant wait to get out of this shithole.
My boss has just had a go at me, and I nearly called him a cunt. But Im saving that for my last day.
Love to you all
xxxxx
Last night i was called fat by about thirty Chavs. I felt like turning around and beating the shit out of every single one of them. This town has become diseased by the scum. I cant walk down the high street anymore without feeling unsafe. How can kids do that to people. It has gotten so bad now. And what can we do about it? Fuck all.
I was feeling annoyed anyway last night. I have to say it. Someone made me feel pretty shit about myself the other day. They know about it though. I know im not the skinniest girl in the world, but I sure as hell aint fucking fat, or Podgy. I think the sexiest thing for a woman to have is curves, not hip bones that stick out a fucking mile. It means Im healthy. If you look at paintings from the renaissance period, not a rib cage in sight. Women were meant to have curves, to bear children, which is kinda what we are put on this planet to do. Not starve ourselves of what our bodies need.
I have had my rant. I just wanted to say that I think people should think before they say things in future. In return of being supportive and caring to people, I dont expect to feel absolutely shit about myself. Sorry if this offends anyone, or if you all think im talking bollocks, or that I am fat. To anyone who does think this, then fuck you all, cos your all a bunch of fucking retards. I dont have time for negative thinking, its taken up too much of my life already.
Rant aside, its fucking cold and I cant wait to get out of this shithole.
My boss has just had a go at me, and I nearly called him a cunt. But Im saving that for my last day.
Love to you all
xxxxx