Fun with fonts and random bouts of melancholy

Mar 13, 2006 00:38

There's a font called "Eccentric STD".
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hahah!! Ohhhh shit, middle school humor!!

I've been working on this ridiculous fucking project for way too long. It's also giving me way too much time to think and it keeps making me feel more and more like shit.

agentkitty4894's Daily Libra Forecast
"A creative area of your life will grow to dominate most of your free time soon."
Har har. Thanks a lot, stars.

Why doesn't this project look good? Why don't I know how to use InDesign? Why am I even AT school at 12:11 in the morning anyways? Why is my schoolwork eating my soul? To what purpose? Will I even be able to get a job with these mediocre skills and grades and eventually a lowly B.A. degree? Will I ever be making enough to do the things I want to due to this? The competition will fucking eat me. I'm never going to be 'the best' at anything. I never really feel the incentive to even put forth this said Best Effort. There isn't really any incentive. I'm going to graduate and get a mediocre job and live a mediocre life and probably die in a crappy studio apartment full of cats because I'll be too pissed off at life to even interact with humans anymore. I DON'T WANNA DIE WITH CATS. Maybe I'm just too particular.

ugh. fuck life.
that is my conclusion.
fuck
life

...I'm being totally ridiculous, but the logic seems so completely valid in the moment. No one listens to my retarded insecurities anymore. I think that's my problem. I need to whine more.
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