Apr 21, 2004 00:12
I had some weird dreams last night. I'm putting it here only because it was so fucked up. One involved me in a mall with my grandparents and ... stuff happened, but the main thing I remember is my granddad taking the clothes off a mannikin and me turning around and seeing him trying to put on the mannakin's dress.
The next one was much more violent and weird. In it, I was at my old house and my dad had killed my stepmom and I looked out the window in the living room into the back yard. Apparantly he had skinned her and was dismembering her in the back yard. All I could see on her was like, bloody muscles still attached to her skeleton and he turned around and saw me seeing him cutting her arm off and I saw the arm fall to the ground and felt sort of sick. He came inside and I was like, "Okay, he's seriously gone psychotic." He made me eat this stuff in a bottle that said "garlic salt", but I looked closer and saw that it really said "zombie powder" really small on the label and I thought, "Wow, I didn't know garlic salt was really zombie powder! I figured out by that point that my dad was trying to make me and my dead stepmom into zombies, which was sort of a cool idea I could use to my advantage. After he made me eat the zombie powder, I said "You know your soul is damned to hell, right?" and he just looked at me and laughed all crazily. I died and became a zombie and it felt really weird in the dream because I couldn't feel anything and it was like I had died, but I was still conscious. So I vowed to come back as a zombie and get my revenge. Then it cut off because I woke up or something. But it was still a pretty fucked up dream.
I still can't get the stupid FAFSA site to work. It was working earlier, but I didn't have time to do it, so I just exited out.
Why the FUCK are they singing Jingle Bells on TV? Freaky...
The roaches are back out on the sidewalks and outside the dorms again. It's like they scatter when you walk outside... ewwww. I hate roaches. They're really my only fear. They make that sick clicky sound when they walk and they're so fast and big and... buggy and some of them can fly. Plus, they can survive nuclear devastation. That's even more fucked up. Ewwww... I want one of those things like they have on the SNL commercial where you can see the roach being tortured as it dies. Nasty little shits.
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