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at this point in my life, i think i'm losing it.
my friends, i don't see very often, but when i do, there's this feeling that i'm always trailing behind hoping to catch up to whatever, whoever they are talking about.
i am stuck. and it sucks. i hate it. i hate it to the point that i avoid seeing my friends because i infect them with my sadness. i don't know how to be around them anymore.
i have this resolution that i can get back in track and start trying again. and yes, i'm doing fine in school but sometimes, these moods kick in and suddenly i'm feeling hopeless and tired. i'm depressed (clinically depressed? i hope not). i'm not yet suicidal so don't worry.
i'm wasting myself.
+mood:
disappointed
+music: Nelly Furtado - Say It Right
my friends, i don't see very often, but when i do, there's this feeling that i'm always trailing behind hoping to catch up to whatever, whoever they are talking about.
i am stuck. and it sucks. i hate it. i hate it to the point that i avoid seeing my friends because i infect them with my sadness. i don't know how to be around them anymore.
i have this resolution that i can get back in track and start trying again. and yes, i'm doing fine in school but sometimes, these moods kick in and suddenly i'm feeling hopeless and tired. i'm depressed (clinically depressed? i hope not). i'm not yet suicidal so don't worry.
i'm wasting myself.
+mood:
disappointed
+music: Nelly Furtado - Say It Right