Jun 14, 2007 00:14
I've come to some conclusions...
I don't really trust anyone (again, i know)...but this time I think for good. You would think I would've learned by now. I guess not.
I shouldn't let people get me down. However, it seems that even my closest friends do.
Sometimes people change beyond all recognition. Who was once close to you, could (in a day) turn into someone you can't even stand. You may wish for them to be as great as they once were, but the fact is, is that they will never be that way again...and you should just move on and forget about it. Friends come and go, and sometimes...it's better that way.
Family will let you down too. It happens....it's like an inevitability. Every person in your life will at some point let you down or hurt you...or maybe even both.
I hate how I've had so many good things to talk about over the past month, and yet I haven't updated until there's something bad. I hate that...but i guess this is my last resort when I feel there is nowhere else to go.
I hate how so many people are judgmental. People are so complacent with judgment that they don't even realize they are doing it. Jokes are awesome...and I always love to laugh and smile...I do it often. But there are just times where they don't help a situation...or when they are just too frequent...it just takes me down. It's been happening this entire time...and I've just wanted to breakdown...and secretly, I have.
This was suppose to be a getaway...
..it's like everything just wants to follow me...
*sigh*
I'm sorry everyone...