Time to get the hell outta Dodge...
Going to New York made me realize exactly how much of a rut I have let myself slide into back in AZ. I felt more alive for one week back east than I have the entire past year. It was a huge help that one of my best friends was there with me, but I did also have time for some personal reflections, and it really made me realize that I need to change the path I am traveling. Now just seems like an ideal time for the type of transition I need as well, because a lot of things seem to be suddenly changing around me, and I'll be damned if I'm gonna just let it all pass me by. I'm watching all my friends progressing through life, and I feel as if I am slowly but surely falling behind.
And it is killing me inside to acknowledge exactly how apathetic I have become...and the fact that it has been such a struggle for me to realize that makes me feel like I have at least taken a baby step in the right direction.
Now to put the next foot forward.
And it is killing me inside to acknowledge exactly how apathetic I have become...and the fact that it has been such a struggle for me to realize that makes me feel like I have at least taken a baby step in the right direction.
Now to put the next foot forward.