break up? WTF
Btrina0dreamer: WHY?
Btrina0dreamer: i love you and i gave you everything
Btrina0dreamer: and you do this
xBlacKxiNxSiGhTx: why do you love me?
xBlacKxiNxSiGhTx: what is it that you want?
Btrina0dreamer: kolt, i dont have to explain that you know i do
xBlacKxiNxSiGhTx: Im just tired of drama
Btrina0dreamer: you cause the drama
xBlacKxiNxSiGhTx: I cause it? then how come Im not the one always depressed
Btrina0dreamer: i have a desease KOLT
Btrina0dreamer: why dont you understand that
xBlacKxiNxSiGhTx: well if you'd help yourself and think about it in a way saying that you dont
xBlacKxiNxSiGhTx: then it would sovle alot of problems
xBlacKxiNxSiGhTx: but you have it stuck in your head that you have it
Btrina0dreamer: if i what?
Btrina0dreamer: BECAUSE I DO
xBlacKxiNxSiGhTx: you need to think about it in a positive way. think to yourself that you dont have it. nobody else can fix it but you.
xBlacKxiNxSiGhTx: just because a doctor tells tyou somehting doesnt mean its true
xBlacKxiNxSiGhTx: I think you can fix it. but first you have to stop being so damn stuburn
Btrina0dreamer: Fine i will fix everything
Btrina0dreamer: you would have to see me anymore
Btrina0dreamer: *wont
xBlacKxiNxSiGhTx: I never said I didnt want to see you anymore
Btrina0dreamer: well you dont wanan be my boyfriend
Btrina0dreamer: and i dont think i can just be your freind
xBlacKxiNxSiGhTx: there are just a few things you need to straighten with yourself first
Btrina0dreamer: yup and that's what i am going to do today
Btrina0dreamer: *tongith
Btrina0dreamer: *tonight
xBlacKxiNxSiGhTx: and your gonna do what?
Btrina0dreamer: that doesn't mater
xBlacKxiNxSiGhTx: yeah it does
Btrina0dreamer: well you can go out with ellie now
Btrina0dreamer: like you want
xBlacKxiNxSiGhTx: cuz someone promised me that they wouldnt hurt them self over something so stupid like me
xBlacKxiNxSiGhTx: ??
Btrina0dreamer: what?
xBlacKxiNxSiGhTx: what are you gonna do?
Btrina0dreamer: nuthin matters anymore
xBlacKxiNxSiGhTx: so who were you all over on saturday night then?
Btrina0dreamer: What?
xBlacKxiNxSiGhTx: I was told you where hangin all over some other guy on saturday night
Btrina0dreamer: and who the hell told you this?
xBlacKxiNxSiGhTx: the little blue lepercon in my ear
xBlacKxiNxSiGhTx: dont worry aboput that
xBlacKxiNxSiGhTx: tell me were you?
Btrina0dreamer: i was only with 3 people
Btrina0dreamer: and two of them were FEAKIN girls
Btrina0dreamer: and derek and i was NOT on him
Btrina0dreamer: so who ever told you that was full of bull
xBlacKxiNxSiGhTx: ok
xBlacKxiNxSiGhTx: well a public place means there would be more than just 4 people there
Btrina0dreamer: we went bowling
Btrina0dreamer: i didn't talk to anyone else there
xBlacKxiNxSiGhTx: ok
Btrina0dreamer: mostly the whole time i kept going to the door looking for you
Btrina0dreamer: yes YOU
Btrina0dreamer: even ask derek, i was super upset cause you never showed up
Btrina0dreamer: who the hell told you that crap
mArtyR8tYsEveN: nothing
Btrina0dreamer: no please tell me
mArtyR8tYsEveN: anything I say you will take it in the wrong way so the only thing I can do is not talk. but once youre ready to listen to waht I have to say then I might give it a thought about talking. but everything I say isnt important
Btrina0dreamer: i am ready to listen
mArtyR8tYsEveN: you cant be ready to listen. thats not a simple qestion to think to yourself
mArtyR8tYsEveN: you never have listend to me. cuz all the advice I have given you never takes effect
Btrina0dreamer: i do listen to you
mArtyR8tYsEveN: no you havent. maybe you remember what I have said. but you never have comprehended what I have said
Btrina0dreamer: sorry
Btrina0dreamer: um..
Btrina0dreamer: all i can say was i enjoyed our time to gether
Btrina0dreamer: i love you
Btrina0dreamer: good bye
mArtyR8tYsEveN: ok?
mArtyR8tYsEveN: dont do anything stupid
Btrina0dreamer: well that doesn't matter know does it
Btrina0dreamer: i hope that everything goes alright for you
mArtyR8tYsEveN: yeah it matters
Btrina0dreamer: why/
mArtyR8tYsEveN: and everyting goes fine for me because I let it slide
Btrina0dreamer: alright
mArtyR8tYsEveN: why cant you let things slide?
mArtyR8tYsEveN: thats a big default about you. you make a big deal over nothing
mArtyR8tYsEveN: IM gonna go eat
mArtyR8tYsEveN: Ill be back
Btrina0dreamer: i love you and i gave you everything
Btrina0dreamer: and you do this
xBlacKxiNxSiGhTx: why do you love me?
xBlacKxiNxSiGhTx: what is it that you want?
Btrina0dreamer: kolt, i dont have to explain that you know i do
xBlacKxiNxSiGhTx: Im just tired of drama
Btrina0dreamer: you cause the drama
xBlacKxiNxSiGhTx: I cause it? then how come Im not the one always depressed
Btrina0dreamer: i have a desease KOLT
Btrina0dreamer: why dont you understand that
xBlacKxiNxSiGhTx: well if you'd help yourself and think about it in a way saying that you dont
xBlacKxiNxSiGhTx: then it would sovle alot of problems
xBlacKxiNxSiGhTx: but you have it stuck in your head that you have it
Btrina0dreamer: if i what?
Btrina0dreamer: BECAUSE I DO
xBlacKxiNxSiGhTx: you need to think about it in a positive way. think to yourself that you dont have it. nobody else can fix it but you.
xBlacKxiNxSiGhTx: just because a doctor tells tyou somehting doesnt mean its true
xBlacKxiNxSiGhTx: I think you can fix it. but first you have to stop being so damn stuburn
Btrina0dreamer: Fine i will fix everything
Btrina0dreamer: you would have to see me anymore
Btrina0dreamer: *wont
xBlacKxiNxSiGhTx: I never said I didnt want to see you anymore
Btrina0dreamer: well you dont wanan be my boyfriend
Btrina0dreamer: and i dont think i can just be your freind
xBlacKxiNxSiGhTx: there are just a few things you need to straighten with yourself first
Btrina0dreamer: yup and that's what i am going to do today
Btrina0dreamer: *tongith
Btrina0dreamer: *tonight
xBlacKxiNxSiGhTx: and your gonna do what?
Btrina0dreamer: that doesn't mater
xBlacKxiNxSiGhTx: yeah it does
Btrina0dreamer: well you can go out with ellie now
Btrina0dreamer: like you want
xBlacKxiNxSiGhTx: cuz someone promised me that they wouldnt hurt them self over something so stupid like me
xBlacKxiNxSiGhTx: ??
Btrina0dreamer: what?
xBlacKxiNxSiGhTx: what are you gonna do?
Btrina0dreamer: nuthin matters anymore
xBlacKxiNxSiGhTx: so who were you all over on saturday night then?
Btrina0dreamer: What?
xBlacKxiNxSiGhTx: I was told you where hangin all over some other guy on saturday night
Btrina0dreamer: and who the hell told you this?
xBlacKxiNxSiGhTx: the little blue lepercon in my ear
xBlacKxiNxSiGhTx: dont worry aboput that
xBlacKxiNxSiGhTx: tell me were you?
Btrina0dreamer: i was only with 3 people
Btrina0dreamer: and two of them were FEAKIN girls
Btrina0dreamer: and derek and i was NOT on him
Btrina0dreamer: so who ever told you that was full of bull
xBlacKxiNxSiGhTx: ok
xBlacKxiNxSiGhTx: well a public place means there would be more than just 4 people there
Btrina0dreamer: we went bowling
Btrina0dreamer: i didn't talk to anyone else there
xBlacKxiNxSiGhTx: ok
Btrina0dreamer: mostly the whole time i kept going to the door looking for you
Btrina0dreamer: yes YOU
Btrina0dreamer: even ask derek, i was super upset cause you never showed up
Btrina0dreamer: who the hell told you that crap
mArtyR8tYsEveN: nothing
Btrina0dreamer: no please tell me
mArtyR8tYsEveN: anything I say you will take it in the wrong way so the only thing I can do is not talk. but once youre ready to listen to waht I have to say then I might give it a thought about talking. but everything I say isnt important
Btrina0dreamer: i am ready to listen
mArtyR8tYsEveN: you cant be ready to listen. thats not a simple qestion to think to yourself
mArtyR8tYsEveN: you never have listend to me. cuz all the advice I have given you never takes effect
Btrina0dreamer: i do listen to you
mArtyR8tYsEveN: no you havent. maybe you remember what I have said. but you never have comprehended what I have said
Btrina0dreamer: sorry
Btrina0dreamer: um..
Btrina0dreamer: all i can say was i enjoyed our time to gether
Btrina0dreamer: i love you
Btrina0dreamer: good bye
mArtyR8tYsEveN: ok?
mArtyR8tYsEveN: dont do anything stupid
Btrina0dreamer: well that doesn't matter know does it
Btrina0dreamer: i hope that everything goes alright for you
mArtyR8tYsEveN: yeah it matters
Btrina0dreamer: why/
mArtyR8tYsEveN: and everyting goes fine for me because I let it slide
Btrina0dreamer: alright
mArtyR8tYsEveN: why cant you let things slide?
mArtyR8tYsEveN: thats a big default about you. you make a big deal over nothing
mArtyR8tYsEveN: IM gonna go eat
mArtyR8tYsEveN: Ill be back