Life Sucks More Than Me Enjoying A Night With 100 Naked Men
What is wrong with the world today. A few months ago I moved outta Tommy's house only to return to live in Grand View, again.
During my stay here, I met a nice guy on the one year anniversary of Dean's death. I took him out on two dates but, they turned out to be for nothing.
About a month after that, money got bad so we decided to come together and start selling weed together. Because of us arguing and fighting we called a quits. Matt moves out only to go to the neighbor's house to live.
Stevo and I begin to start talking again and on the day that I was going to tell him how I feel about him completely, I found out that he took a friend of his out on a date named Billy.
I tried to tell Stevo how I felt about him just to get things off my chest but the more I tried the more he avoided me. So I wrote a four page letter explaining how I felt and wishing luck to his boyfriend.
His so-called boyfriend Billy comes over Friday night and needless to say, he and I spent Friday night all the way to about a hour ago talking. During the course of that time I find that Stevo and Billy were never together.
One thought they were together while the other thought they were just friends. I started to think that me and Stevo were never meant to be because after trying to talk to him about me and him, all he was obviously interested in was what was happening while Billy and I were talking.
I started to develope feelings for Billy. I told Billy that only to find out that hes interested in my roommate Shirley. Bisexual guys are odd like that. After talking to him for hours yesterday and today he likes me the same way I like him but, he wants to see where he and Shirley will end up.
I told him I'm not mad or sad......but I would be hurt but, eventually, I'll get over it. He and Shirley talked tonight and they might start going out. Stevo tried to start talking to him tonight but, Shirley got to him first.
Stevo left only to return tomorrow to talk to Billy. The night ended with Billy and Shirley talking about dating, Stevo going home without talking to him, and me once again sleeping alone.
And people wonder why I wanna kill myself....I think that'll be the title to my next journal entry.
During my stay here, I met a nice guy on the one year anniversary of Dean's death. I took him out on two dates but, they turned out to be for nothing.
About a month after that, money got bad so we decided to come together and start selling weed together. Because of us arguing and fighting we called a quits. Matt moves out only to go to the neighbor's house to live.
Stevo and I begin to start talking again and on the day that I was going to tell him how I feel about him completely, I found out that he took a friend of his out on a date named Billy.
I tried to tell Stevo how I felt about him just to get things off my chest but the more I tried the more he avoided me. So I wrote a four page letter explaining how I felt and wishing luck to his boyfriend.
His so-called boyfriend Billy comes over Friday night and needless to say, he and I spent Friday night all the way to about a hour ago talking. During the course of that time I find that Stevo and Billy were never together.
One thought they were together while the other thought they were just friends. I started to think that me and Stevo were never meant to be because after trying to talk to him about me and him, all he was obviously interested in was what was happening while Billy and I were talking.
I started to develope feelings for Billy. I told Billy that only to find out that hes interested in my roommate Shirley. Bisexual guys are odd like that. After talking to him for hours yesterday and today he likes me the same way I like him but, he wants to see where he and Shirley will end up.
I told him I'm not mad or sad......but I would be hurt but, eventually, I'll get over it. He and Shirley talked tonight and they might start going out. Stevo tried to start talking to him tonight but, Shirley got to him first.
Stevo left only to return tomorrow to talk to Billy. The night ended with Billy and Shirley talking about dating, Stevo going home without talking to him, and me once again sleeping alone.
And people wonder why I wanna kill myself....I think that'll be the title to my next journal entry.