The Indecisive Tool
Its been a few days since my last post. To Skyloc, thanks for the comment on my last post. In regards to that last post........
I decided that....I'm going to give love (or dating) another shot. Steve and I are talking more than we used to. Its been only like a month but, everyday Steve-os here, I feel like I did when I first talking to Dean. I miss that feeling more than anything.
Just when I was going to make preparations to do start doing gayporn, I thought to myself, "I really started talking to Steve-o on the one year anniversery of Dean's death. I thought I would be miserable but, talking to him and watching the gay episode of Family Guy, I mean come on, he knows how I feel about him but, I don't know how he feels about me at all.
I go to court on Monday and he volunteered to take me there. I think I'm going to tell him then and ask him out on a date. At the most part, it'll give me some comfort into believing that I'm not going to jail.
Overall, I guess I'm just freaked out about everything. Eventhough hes dead and gone now, I can't help but feel as if I'm cheating on Dean. Either way, I guess I'm giving it a shot.
If it doesn't work out then I'll go into porn. Give love another shot is the general Idea I guess. Not that my luck is all that great but, I've got my fingers crossed.
I decided that....I'm going to give love (or dating) another shot. Steve and I are talking more than we used to. Its been only like a month but, everyday Steve-os here, I feel like I did when I first talking to Dean. I miss that feeling more than anything.
Just when I was going to make preparations to do start doing gayporn, I thought to myself, "I really started talking to Steve-o on the one year anniversery of Dean's death. I thought I would be miserable but, talking to him and watching the gay episode of Family Guy, I mean come on, he knows how I feel about him but, I don't know how he feels about me at all.
I go to court on Monday and he volunteered to take me there. I think I'm going to tell him then and ask him out on a date. At the most part, it'll give me some comfort into believing that I'm not going to jail.
Overall, I guess I'm just freaked out about everything. Eventhough hes dead and gone now, I can't help but feel as if I'm cheating on Dean. Either way, I guess I'm giving it a shot.
If it doesn't work out then I'll go into porn. Give love another shot is the general Idea I guess. Not that my luck is all that great but, I've got my fingers crossed.