One year ago ~~ live is like a dream
I'm sorry guys , that after this long break in writing I can't even say "hello" to everybody from Macross Frontier Friending Meme and Gundam 00 one, but today is kinda special occasion to write.
One year ago something bad happened, which wasn't fully connected to me , because I didn't get chance to meet that person in real live. But for my friends- it was a tragedy.
Today I had the most beautiful dream in my whole live. I don't know why I dreamed this whole thing, but let me to tell you this story.
I was standing in front of a cemetery , buying some candels to go to the grave with them. I didn't recognized where I was going to do this, because It was my first (?) time there. Suddenly I saw a girl in white dress, who was waving her hand and smiling to me. I smiled to, and went with her to the cemetery. She was wearing white dress and two plaits with red, long ribbons. In her hands, "the girl" had 2 baloons - one red, one blue (or yellow I'm not sure). When she stoped I was standing next to the grave from that person.... I looked at the girl and wanted to ask her what's going on but she wasn't there.
I started to scout around and find her somewhere else when I feld, that somebody grabs my hand. It was her, with her beautiful smile. She pointed something with her finger and my sight went to that direction. I saw something like a procession, with traditional clothes. But next to all that crowd, before whole procession was walking a girl in white,long dress, with her long hair "dancing"on her face. She looked like some bride to me, and when she picked up her head i saw that it was that person, who died year ago. She smiled to me and said " Take care of them". Everything went blank and I woke up.
Woke up, with my pillow covered with tears.
Sorry for that entry , I just had a feeling, that I should post it somewhere. Take care, all who knew that girl.
I'm not angsty and so, don't get wrong idea. Just..you know.
One year ago something bad happened, which wasn't fully connected to me , because I didn't get chance to meet that person in real live. But for my friends- it was a tragedy.
Today I had the most beautiful dream in my whole live. I don't know why I dreamed this whole thing, but let me to tell you this story.
I was standing in front of a cemetery , buying some candels to go to the grave with them. I didn't recognized where I was going to do this, because It was my first (?) time there. Suddenly I saw a girl in white dress, who was waving her hand and smiling to me. I smiled to, and went with her to the cemetery. She was wearing white dress and two plaits with red, long ribbons. In her hands, "the girl" had 2 baloons - one red, one blue (or yellow I'm not sure). When she stoped I was standing next to the grave from that person.... I looked at the girl and wanted to ask her what's going on but she wasn't there.
I started to scout around and find her somewhere else when I feld, that somebody grabs my hand. It was her, with her beautiful smile. She pointed something with her finger and my sight went to that direction. I saw something like a procession, with traditional clothes. But next to all that crowd, before whole procession was walking a girl in white,long dress, with her long hair "dancing"on her face. She looked like some bride to me, and when she picked up her head i saw that it was that person, who died year ago. She smiled to me and said " Take care of them". Everything went blank and I woke up.
Woke up, with my pillow covered with tears.
Sorry for that entry , I just had a feeling, that I should post it somewhere. Take care, all who knew that girl.
I'm not angsty and so, don't get wrong idea. Just..you know.