"Little sparrow, little sparrow / Flies so high and feels no pain"

[black_eyedgirl]

I am not emotionally equipped to handle three seperate rejections (curiously, in three seperate formats) in the span of a week. Think it may be time to take a little break from reality. Either that or revert to the flinging myself off things fantasy

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[raedbard]

Would you like me to pummel them? I can do pummeling. Or, y'know, hugs and walks on the beach and anywhere-but-heres soon.

Dreamt about you last night, oddly. Or rather, it was an odd dream. My subconscious seems to think you live in some kind of M C Escher-inspired ginormous house. You don't do you? ;)

I love you, baby. xx

[black_eyedgirl]

Hugs would be nice, yes. I think I may have been overdoing the reminders to my family that you arrive on Monday - they've started laughing at me...

And our house is, I think, normal-ish size for six people. Possibly a little small actually! But we shall find room for you, no worries :)

Love you loads ♥

[raedbard]

*hugsyouthen* I kinda wish you were here, or I was there already. Without all the flying-train-catching stuff in between. *g* I think the dream was my subconscious going: er, you do remember what we're doing Monday, yeeesss? :)

It was like ... this huge hostel thing. With many people besides us and the rest of your family. I don't know what that was about! The previous dream was about a version of Oxford that was on a remote island. So clearly I am just going mad. Again. :)

I know I always ask but, can I help? Write stories? Bring things from Oxford? Sing things from the Mikado? (Though probably that wouldn't help ... ) I think I pretty much just want to do violence to the universe at the moment. Its behaviour is just not on at the moment.

♥

[black_eyedgirl]

... Can you convince somebody to just give me a freaking job already? So I don't have to go to my graduation in October feeling like a complete and utter failure?

I kid. Mostly. Um, fic is always fab, you know that. You were talking about Toby/Will and I was intrigued? I miss Oxford like burning, but I can't think of anything you could carry to me on an airplane (Hannah, pistachio icecream, chicken pesto sandwiches, the OFS theatre, adequate transport systems). I'm glad you enjoyed Mikado though, and I look forward to a full report when I see you! It sounds like it was much pretty.

And yes, we need a teleporter of some kind, clearly. But I shall try and make the being-with-my-family part much less stressful than the plane-train part :)