"It slowly rises, your love is gonna drown"

Jul 14, 2007 04:54

1. I worry too much about porn writing. Given that I a) looked up the setting for 44 episodes (SPN, re time spent in or around Texas); b) checked Tim's eye colour about ten times; c) checked whether Tim's house was wheelchair accessible (no conclusions, wrote porn anyway); d) tried to find out whether the Impala has a bench back seat; e) used the thesaurus.

2. I still can't write girl porn. I'm still worried that this speaks to some pathological loathing of my body/the body of my gender. Which, okay, I'm not that fond of how I look, but it's kind of inevitably involved in any sexual activity I'm ever going to have. Also I really like being a girl. And I like girls. So why I can only write porn when there's only boy-parts, I have no idea. I've now at least finished a bit of femslash, but still no het. I'm sure once upon a time the penis-vagina sex was not the least considered part of my fantasies...

3. I'm seriously considering buying more icons. Because 32 is not enough to cover all the fandoms I write in, especially given porn-prompts. And half of them are West Wing or Whoverse and I still can't do all my pairings/characters. :(

4. I want to go to Comic-Con. I would be freaked out if I did go, what with my fear of people, crowds, celebrities, and people. But I still want to go.

Thursday
10:30-11:30 A Fan's Guide to Comic-Con
Food/Shopping
1:00-2:30 Comics Arts Conference Session #3: Gender: Bending Masculinity and the Image of the Hero (missing the Torchwood panel...)
More shopping/sleep
5:00-6:00 Lost Season 4
6:00-7:00 Fanboys (missing the DC teams talk, but seeing Kristen Bell)
8:30-10:30 World Premiere! Superman Doomsday (missing The Pixar Story and the women in comics awards)

Friday
10:30-11:30 Comics Arts Conference Session #5: Disguised as Clark Kent: Jews, Comics, and the Creation of the Superhero (for Em, I would miss the Star Wars Day book talk!)
12:15-1:15 Stargate SG-1: The Movie (AT, MS, CJ, BB!)
1:15-2:15 Stargate Atlantis (AT, plus DH. So sadly missing Neil Gaiman and the Moonlighting stuff)
2:45-4:00 Chuck Screening and Q&A
4:45-5:45 Eureka

Saturday
9:15-10:15 Special Early Screening: Pushing Daisies
10:45-12:00 The Simpsons
12:45-2:00 Heroes: Exclusive Volume II Clip and Q&A
2:15-3:15 Battlestar Galactica (Katee and Mary McDonnell! Worth missing the Disney/Pixar previews. Worth missing the Supernatural one with Jared and Jensen?)
3:30-4:30 Futurama-Matt Groening
4:45-5:45 Dark Horse Presents: Joss Whedon (obviously. He conflicts with Summer, though, who planned that?)
9:00-11:30 Buffy the Vampire Slayer 10th Anniversary Screening

Sunday
10:45-11:45 TV Guide: Super(Natural) Women
11:45-12:30 SCI FI Tin Man: Story Time
1:15-2:15 Jericho
2:30-3:30 SCI FI: Flash Gordon

Great, now I really want to go. It's probably for the best - there's a lot of time conflicts, and my head would explode trying to work it out. And also when I saw Joss. It's been proven. *sighs* One day I will go to conventions. With people who stop me being overwhelmed by Joss-presence

5. It's really late/early. I should sleep. Or watch Friday Night Lights. Or dream of FNL porn.

6. Oh, and OotP was pretty good. Tonks was hot, but little used. Sirius/Remus still hot. Emma Watson worryingly pretty, especially hair.

fandom, writing: process stories, fandom: film!love

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