"I can't breathe and I can't smile / This better be worth my while"
Bad mood. Work stuff, writing stuff, etc etc. I don't like myself very much right now/I don't like the person my unhappiness and my frustration is turning me into.
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melliyna I got your card and present, thank you love ♥ I promise to use it well.
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raedbard wrote me fic here: Dream The Open Door (The West Wing; Toby/Sam; post-series). With Siken inspiration and imagery and snark and finally being mostly happy even if you wouldn't use that word.
Also I am offering my writing services at help_nz over here
I don't know if anyone would be interested in such a thing, but that's where it is.
ETA! The comment was screened, it's not now, if anyone else had that problem!
Also also... if anyone would be interested in discussing/betaing an as yet nonexistent TSN 'woke up a girl' fic for me, for gender and trans issues, now would be the time to mention it. Before I actually write it. There's a prompt at the tsn kink meme (which has finally devolved into serious unfunny business by the way) and a) I don't think the prompter had serious 'what it means to wake up in the wrong body' issues in their head when they requested it, b) it's still a kink meme and I doubt my ability to write both sex and gender issues responsibly all alone and c) I still probably shouldn't write it. Except I really want to, and I have an interesting (to me anyway) idea and I think writing it initally anon would let me write it at all. Which is not a good sign, so far as these things go. Hence the request for thoughts.
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Good things:
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melliyna I got your card and present, thank you love ♥ I promise to use it well.
+
raedbard wrote me fic here: Dream The Open Door (The West Wing; Toby/Sam; post-series). With Siken inspiration and imagery and snark and finally being mostly happy even if you wouldn't use that word.
Also I am offering my writing services at help_nz over here
I don't know if anyone would be interested in such a thing, but that's where it is.
ETA! The comment was screened, it's not now, if anyone else had that problem!
Also also... if anyone would be interested in discussing/betaing an as yet nonexistent TSN 'woke up a girl' fic for me, for gender and trans issues, now would be the time to mention it. Before I actually write it. There's a prompt at the tsn kink meme (which has finally devolved into serious unfunny business by the way) and a) I don't think the prompter had serious 'what it means to wake up in the wrong body' issues in their head when they requested it, b) it's still a kink meme and I doubt my ability to write both sex and gender issues responsibly all alone and c) I still probably shouldn't write it. Except I really want to, and I have an interesting (to me anyway) idea and I think writing it initally anon would let me write it at all. Which is not a good sign, so far as these things go. Hence the request for thoughts.
This entry was originally posted at Dreamwidth: http://blackeyedgirl.dreamwidth.org/145472.html |
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