Nov 03, 2005 01:28
Yay!
And I've now negotiated the tricky path backwards through about 300 LJ entries so I'm caught up with the happy world of fandom. Much House/Chase, so I was a happy girl. Of course, now I've finished it, I've ran out of things to do. Ever worry that your life is meaningless?
Also, I've started my Sam/Toby angst fic properly this time. (I say angst, but it will end with happy fluff because I'm a wimp and physically incapable of finishing a long fic unhappily). I've written about 1000 words so far, and I think it needs to be about ten times that, so it's not going to be finished soon, but at least I've started, right? Now if only I could find a plot-bunny for my ficathon entry... I nearly signed up for a Mal/Simon ficathon yesterday until I remembered that I can barely focus on the fics I'm already supposed to be writing. I keep being distracted by my uber-melodramatic House/Chase fic that I'll never commit to screen.
In other news, I once again appear the bitch by turning down the very nice friend-guy that asked me out. This makes five now (if one takes a loose definition of asking out - boys can be very cagey). I know, I know, world's smallest violin... But I don't want to be a bitch. I love them, I just can't date them. I'm looking for that spark, which shouldn't be so very much to ask, right? *sighs*
Anybody got any more Sam/Toby to cheer me up? Or non-US spoilered Jack/Sawyer (LOST)? Or a long plotty fic in any of my fandoms.... *runs off to find fic*
real life: boys...,
writing: process stories