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Shallow skin, I can paint with pain
I mark the trails on my arms with your disdain
Everyday it's the same - I LOVE, YOU HATE
But I guess I don't care anymore...
Fix my problems with the blade
While my eyes turn from blue to gray
God, the worst thing happened to me today
But I guess I don't care anymore
The more I touch, the less I feel
I'm lying to myself that it's not real
Why is everybody making such a big deal?
I'm never gonna care anymore
What the hell am I doing?
Is there anyone left in my life?
What the was I thinking?
Anybody want to tell me I'm fine?
Where the heck am I going?
Do I even need a reason to hide?
I am only betrayed
I am only conditioned to DIE!
Now I'm not pretty and I'm not cool
But I'm fat and I'm ugly and proud - So fuck you
Standing out is the new pretension
Streamline the sickness, half-assed aggression
The other side holds no secret
But this side is done, I don't need it
Before you go, you should know you're breaking down
You'll be rotten by the time you're underground
The things I have to take
Jesus it never ends
It works its way inside
If the pain goes on
I'm not gonna make it!
..all ive got is insane
I mark the trails on my arms with your disdain
Everyday it's the same - I LOVE, YOU HATE
But I guess I don't care anymore...
Fix my problems with the blade
While my eyes turn from blue to gray
God, the worst thing happened to me today
But I guess I don't care anymore
The more I touch, the less I feel
I'm lying to myself that it's not real
Why is everybody making such a big deal?
I'm never gonna care anymore
What the hell am I doing?
Is there anyone left in my life?
What the was I thinking?
Anybody want to tell me I'm fine?
Where the heck am I going?
Do I even need a reason to hide?
I am only betrayed
I am only conditioned to DIE!
Now I'm not pretty and I'm not cool
But I'm fat and I'm ugly and proud - So fuck you
Standing out is the new pretension
Streamline the sickness, half-assed aggression
The other side holds no secret
But this side is done, I don't need it
Before you go, you should know you're breaking down
You'll be rotten by the time you're underground
The things I have to take
Jesus it never ends
It works its way inside
If the pain goes on
I'm not gonna make it!
..all ive got is insane