Dec 17, 2003 02:11
Well folks, it's been awhile, but at last I am back to writing in here... at least right now I am.
Seeing as how I havn't updated in a long ass time... like 4 months or so... I am not going to write about what I have done in the last 4 months, because if you have been around, you know exactly what I have done. If you havn't been around, there probly is either a good reason for that, or you should really give me a call. Email me @ DBlackE@hotmail.com and I will give you my cell number. Let's just leave it at there has been more drama and more shit happening in my life in the last 4 months, than I have had in awhile. It has been a very good 4 months for me though. I have figured alot of things out, changed for the better I believe, and gotten my life in check and am now getting ready to finally go back to college starting January 5th. I am actually kinda excited for it though, because it will give me something to do and I need to start now anyways.
I don't feel like writing alot more. The main reason I came onto the computer was to listen to some music to make me get thoughts out.... and I decided to come on here and just type too.
I don't really feel like talking a bunch of mumbo jumbo to people on here about my problems, because I would rather keep myself as more of a private person in that respect.
Anybody wanting to get fucked up anytime soon though, should definitely give me a call. I seriously think I need to force myself to, because lately smoking and shit hasnt even made me happy. I mean don't get me wrong, I still like it, but it's not what it used to be to me, and I feel like I need to cut back more than I already have. I dunno, as you may be noticing I am frustrated.
That will be all, too much typing for me already. If this sounded like a lame/depressing post... don't take it that way... because it wasn't. I am just anwry from a shitty ass night at work with my bitch boss. whole nother story though for a whole nother night.
Goodnight people,
The one and only.... BLACKY