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LMAO.
just saw my drunk post.
i was only reminded of it when i was telling a friend how drunk i was that night.
'ohhhhhh, shit, i think i posted smtg on livejournal...'
i was gonna delete it. but then i found it funny. so im gonna keep it.
aaaanyway, the stuff that some pple wanna know about.
bobby. aka asshole.
we went out tonight.
what he did was horrible and inexcuseable, but ive decided for us to just be friends. i know i can control myself in such a situation. bc i wouldnt be able to touch someone who fucked me over like that. i mean, we werent ever gonna get serious, but still. he promised me monogamy.
oh well. he gets no more kisses or sex from me.
and i know what some of my friends will think.
'TANYA. WHAT THE FUCK. HE CHEATED ON YOU. SLAP HIM IN THE FACE AND NEVER TALK TO HIM AGAIN'
...but he really is good company. and hes one of my only friends who has time for me and with whom i can talk about art.
so i told him i will hate him for a really long while. and then maybe we can be civil and enjoy each other's company.
ohhh, but the things i said to him about how angry i was made him feel really bad. it made me satisfied. he deserved it. :)
..........................ok. is it really wrong? all this? in my mind, everything is going crazy. and i kind feel like something is wrong.
just saw my drunk post.
i was only reminded of it when i was telling a friend how drunk i was that night.
'ohhhhhh, shit, i think i posted smtg on livejournal...'
i was gonna delete it. but then i found it funny. so im gonna keep it.
aaaanyway, the stuff that some pple wanna know about.
bobby. aka asshole.
we went out tonight.
what he did was horrible and inexcuseable, but ive decided for us to just be friends. i know i can control myself in such a situation. bc i wouldnt be able to touch someone who fucked me over like that. i mean, we werent ever gonna get serious, but still. he promised me monogamy.
oh well. he gets no more kisses or sex from me.
and i know what some of my friends will think.
'TANYA. WHAT THE FUCK. HE CHEATED ON YOU. SLAP HIM IN THE FACE AND NEVER TALK TO HIM AGAIN'
...but he really is good company. and hes one of my only friends who has time for me and with whom i can talk about art.
so i told him i will hate him for a really long while. and then maybe we can be civil and enjoy each other's company.
ohhh, but the things i said to him about how angry i was made him feel really bad. it made me satisfied. he deserved it. :)
..........................ok. is it really wrong? all this? in my mind, everything is going crazy. and i kind feel like something is wrong.