I need to build a wall around me
Hey. Sorry it's been so long. Computer problems...and what not.
This past week has been very noneventful. I had volleyball camp. From 1-6 Monday-Thursday. So that took up basically all of my time..I thought maybe I could do something today....but I guess not.
This weekend I have to write a huge paper for school. I'll most likely just end up dropping that class anyway. I don't have enough time to be reading a lot of books. I come home and have like an hour until I leave for volleyball and then I don't come home until like 9:30. God I hate my life. Summer went by so fast. It feels like I did nothing...which is true. But...less is more to me...when it's relating to activities.
I'm wondering if I made the right decision on schools. I guess I'll just have to wait and see what it's like. I think I'll like the school more but...I'll miss being with all two of my friends. And if I went to NCS it would only be one....things are definatly going to change....I don't know. I think I might be worrying too much anyway. It's just a different school. Schools are all the same they all suck. And I think I'm just not meant to have friends...I don't need them..I have an imagination! ... inside joke...with..myself.
Besides....I think deep down I actually like being a wallflower.
ps. I will make a good layout one of these days. Im just too lazy