BOOOOOOO
today = total CRAP
i feel so fat...
and ucky...
but also, quite motivated. and strong... once again, like i can do this.
most likely due to the run in between me and a certain male whom i was looking for, found, and refused to believe he was who i was looking for because he was way too cool for me ;)
but now.
maybe not. maybe cool has naught to do with it.
maybe if I'm just BEAUTIFUL it will be possible.
maybe if i'm just beautiful...
so i was terrified that if i binged today, i would keep bingeing til monday. but i no longer see that happening.
Friday:
i shall workout alot.
i shan't eat til dinner. i shall eat like a quarter of my sandwich with only the top bun and a couple fries... as for the gelato, i dunno. i'll prob eat all of what i get... but i dunno how that will go.
I have to spend most of the day at the library or shopping or just out and occupied in general so that should be fairly easy
Saturday:
again, work out ALOT
if i get to the store, i'll have some fruit for breakfast. if not... then i dunno. i'm not sure what we're doing this day, so after my apple or whatever i won't eat. just in case something tempting comes along i'll have cals to spend.
Saturday:
should be easy. everyone keeps to themselves pretty much.
I'll have to be careful... always have troubles on sundays. but seeing him will help a ton.
300 cals a day = 120 thanksgiving!!!
man, i'm gonna look so good... i can hardly stand how good i'm going to look.... ha ha ha. he won't have a chance... heh heh heh...
i feel so fat...
and ucky...
but also, quite motivated. and strong... once again, like i can do this.
most likely due to the run in between me and a certain male whom i was looking for, found, and refused to believe he was who i was looking for because he was way too cool for me ;)
but now.
maybe not. maybe cool has naught to do with it.
maybe if I'm just BEAUTIFUL it will be possible.
maybe if i'm just beautiful...
so i was terrified that if i binged today, i would keep bingeing til monday. but i no longer see that happening.
Friday:
i shall workout alot.
i shan't eat til dinner. i shall eat like a quarter of my sandwich with only the top bun and a couple fries... as for the gelato, i dunno. i'll prob eat all of what i get... but i dunno how that will go.
I have to spend most of the day at the library or shopping or just out and occupied in general so that should be fairly easy
Saturday:
again, work out ALOT
if i get to the store, i'll have some fruit for breakfast. if not... then i dunno. i'm not sure what we're doing this day, so after my apple or whatever i won't eat. just in case something tempting comes along i'll have cals to spend.
Saturday:
should be easy. everyone keeps to themselves pretty much.
I'll have to be careful... always have troubles on sundays. but seeing him will help a ton.
300 cals a day = 120 thanksgiving!!!
man, i'm gonna look so good... i can hardly stand how good i'm going to look.... ha ha ha. he won't have a chance... heh heh heh...