Returning "Home"
I can't help it. I miss him. It won't go away, no matter what I seem to do. I mean, of course I love Pieter, but...it's as if a piece of me is missing that I can't ever get back. I suppose it doesn't really matter, though. I don't need this. This is far too much stress. God bless those who are capable of making a relationship work, like Babs and Dick, or even Roy and Donna...it's just too much for me.
It feels great to be in Gotham. I can't even begin to imagine why I stayed in Seattle for so long. All it did was bring back memories that didn't need dredging up. But I suppose everything is content, for now. I have my work, and I'm actually considering opening up a new flower shop in Gotham....although, I don't suppose there's really going to be much call for it--but it is something that I love. And Gotham could use a bit more beauty.
I feel more like...myself now, I suppose. I've even decided to go back to my natural hair color. Now, when I look in the mirror, I see my mother again. I feel as if Black Canary was taking over who I was...but now...I'm both. The balance is back, and that's the most important thing in this line of work. How can you have happiness without balance?
Oh, well. All I can do is try to keep myself together, and do what I was born to do. I have to stop worrying about all of this nonsense and just...keep faith, and consentrate on myself.
Now, I have the plan, let's see if I can actually execute it. Ha! I've never been so unsure of myself...this is horrible. Bleh!
It feels great to be in Gotham. I can't even begin to imagine why I stayed in Seattle for so long. All it did was bring back memories that didn't need dredging up. But I suppose everything is content, for now. I have my work, and I'm actually considering opening up a new flower shop in Gotham....although, I don't suppose there's really going to be much call for it--but it is something that I love. And Gotham could use a bit more beauty.
I feel more like...myself now, I suppose. I've even decided to go back to my natural hair color. Now, when I look in the mirror, I see my mother again. I feel as if Black Canary was taking over who I was...but now...I'm both. The balance is back, and that's the most important thing in this line of work. How can you have happiness without balance?
Oh, well. All I can do is try to keep myself together, and do what I was born to do. I have to stop worrying about all of this nonsense and just...keep faith, and consentrate on myself.
Now, I have the plan, let's see if I can actually execute it. Ha! I've never been so unsure of myself...this is horrible. Bleh!