Shouldn't one part have annihilated the other by now?
I've been thinking too much again lately; pulling too many late nights analyzing where I am in life. That and I've been buried under an AP US history assignment. Anyway back to the thinking...I figured out a few things, and they seem to contradict each other.
I am, as a whole, happy with life right now.
Yet I don't feel content, and I don't know why not.
Despite being happy, I am also more angry, just beneath my skin is this strong raging resentment- I don't know what of. I want to scream at people for no reason.
Paradoxically, the last few weeks I have been abnormally altruistic.
Somehow this does nothing to damper my arrogant streak.
Additionally I'm meeting new people and am enjoying everyones company more, but I still feel lonely.
Am I going insane?
I am, as a whole, happy with life right now.
Yet I don't feel content, and I don't know why not.
Despite being happy, I am also more angry, just beneath my skin is this strong raging resentment- I don't know what of. I want to scream at people for no reason.
Paradoxically, the last few weeks I have been abnormally altruistic.
Somehow this does nothing to damper my arrogant streak.
Additionally I'm meeting new people and am enjoying everyones company more, but I still feel lonely.
Am I going insane?