now i remember
Dear Diary that no one reads but me (the best kind mind you). I told Peter off the other day. Some best friend he was...ever. Was he ever good to me diary? Were you a good friend when you were screwing me and telling me I was too fucked up to date? werrree you a good friend when you ditched me and wouldn't hang out with me whenever you got a gf? were you good to me when you lied to me constantly and did that whole thing when i started dating steve. I still can't get over it!!! I STILL CAN'T...a year later and I'm not. At all. Yeah he begged apologies and told me he was all fucked and stuff but I've heard that song and dance and I can't trust him at all and i told him so.. THEN he decided that I was the fucked up one and put it all on me!! Well aren't I glad I saw that one coming!! I applaud myself for good judgement calls. I also applaud myself for telling josh to grow up and get a job after hearing about his towel fantasies that involve me. In other useless news i got a random Im asking me "why we haven't had sex yet". I just don't understand how suddenly I am so popular. I think me and steve switched places and why do I think that Steve gets the better end of the bargain? And WHY does he still have my pants? I think if i got them back I would burn them anyways (No i wouldn't they are very nice pants) and sometimes I wonder about him and his gf and if he treats her right but I don't think everythings peachy and if so it is at the sacrifice of him as a person. I hate when people change. Like how Snehal is all gone and I have to cater to emo friends and stuff. I miss Kristin and I've been painting pretty badass lately.
I think I'm going to start buying jars of paint sometimes. It's more fun that i thought!
I think I'm going to start buying jars of paint sometimes. It's more fun that i thought!