goddamnit
I'm breaking down and wearing thin
Im scared to ever look at my bank statement
I'm too scared to talk to most of my friends
I avoid my room and my drug addict roomates like I avoid confrontational events with men
me and peter keep fighting because I'm bitter and Eric is trying to seduce Meg and wants her like i used to want him.
I avoid Adam because he is ordinary
I hang out with Meg nonstop because she is the only person that makes me happy.
Maybe I care about you asshole and you shut me out emotionally and ever since i went to see you stopped loving me.
I didnt please you enough so now our life together is awkward.
I'm sick of everything
i want to sleep
I dream of vacation
where I dont have to be home
today felt like vacation till Meg wanted me to go back.
I didn't want to
this place hurts like hell
my head feels like hell
I want a boyfriend
arms would make me feel better right now
someone make the tears go away
Im scared to ever look at my bank statement
I'm too scared to talk to most of my friends
I avoid my room and my drug addict roomates like I avoid confrontational events with men
me and peter keep fighting because I'm bitter and Eric is trying to seduce Meg and wants her like i used to want him.
I avoid Adam because he is ordinary
I hang out with Meg nonstop because she is the only person that makes me happy.
Maybe I care about you asshole and you shut me out emotionally and ever since i went to see you stopped loving me.
I didnt please you enough so now our life together is awkward.
I'm sick of everything
i want to sleep
I dream of vacation
where I dont have to be home
today felt like vacation till Meg wanted me to go back.
I didn't want to
this place hurts like hell
my head feels like hell
I want a boyfriend
arms would make me feel better right now
someone make the tears go away