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I had a really nice conversation with Jerit yesterday. He's a really great perosn, and a good freind too. He made me think about some stuff..I dont think he knows that. I learned a lot just from talking to him. Yeah, you have feelings for your first love possibly forever...But I don't think he's what I'm looking for anyhow..I like just being freinds with him, and I think he feels the same. He has Alex, that there is some true love he shows for that girl. I'm so happy for him when things go alright! He's a sweeite and deserves things to go right...but anyway..the thing he taught me was that, even though I care a lot for..well you know who..I need to try to move on, because I'm caught up in him and i'm waiting for him, and I shouldnt wait on him...Yeah I dont know how me and J's conversation taught me that, but it did...It came to me when he said somthing...But at any rate..I should move on...I should find somone I can give my heart to, and They can give it back..I need somwhere to put all of this love that I have inside of me..Just, I have to give it a try..Maybe I'll start talking to the cute guy on the bus I've had my eyes on *giggles* yeah Manda, like it's gunna be that easy right?