Bored like fuck.
Today was boring as hell. As always, I got time to waste on here, so let's empty it out.
My cousin keeps talking about his ex and Maude ( his daughter ) that she kinda "kidnapped". I believe instead of whining the same shit over and over again, he should do more. He did a lot, but it's not enough..it's never enough. Anyway, I'm a bit tired to hear him... I guess it's normal when it has been a week he talks about the same thing over and over again. He should go get some rest sometime too.
I'm also tired of preps and sluts. God do they piss me off. They look like "sexual bombs" while, I'd put my hand to fire, they suck ass in sex. They're also so skinny, they make me sick. Man, I wish I could fuck them all up and kill each of them very slowly until they beg me to finish them up. I'm getting quite violent, I know, but I'm really starting to hate society and every little shit that comes with it.
Society is fucked, I'm talking to someone who has a lot of problems. God people like the ones who hurted her should.. not die.. but close.. and what other thing pisses me off about society is how people are so demanding about perfection. Y'know, sometimes I would just kill my ex for taking a slimmer girl than me. It's stupid like that, but I would. If I see him again, oooo damn he'll get his lesson. Seriously.. it's not difficult to be prettier than me, I can't be lovable for 2 cents.
Yeah, Chris keeps telling me to shut up when I say that, but I know he's not there and he doesn't have feelings for me. So what? I can say whatever I want. I'm not a fucking toy! I feel like one, but I'm not. People use me like a toy, they come to me whenever they feel lonely, when their gfs leaves, when they need sex, but otherwise, I can't be loved for what I am, but for what I give! Fucking Hell I'm tired of this.
It's like if nobody ever cared.. I feel lonely. I feel unloved. I hate this feeling. It's stupid, but...I wish I would disappear just cause of this. I have no1 to love or be loved. Like.. okay B. is there, but what? he wants sex, not anything else. It really sucks, and anyway, he annoys me real bad now. I get pissed off real easily too.
When will I be able to finally be loved and love back? Like.. I can't find anyone, it's like if nobody would suit me as fine as John or Daniel. and Yet, Daniel is with Becky, and John with a fucking whore. FUCK I HATE HER I WISH SHE DIES HOLY FUCKING SHIT!
I wish she dies... as well as him... I wish I'd die.. cause then I would stop being so fucking fragile and jealous. I'd stop feeling like shit cause of love, I'd stop being mad and having this bad anger filling my chest cause it's really eating me out from the inside. It's killing me... ... how bad I can hate. I hate so much it's painfully killing me, cause I hate everyone!!!!!!!!!
So all of you, fuck you all. I do hate everyone, but my friends.. some of them. very few...
My cousin keeps talking about his ex and Maude ( his daughter ) that she kinda "kidnapped". I believe instead of whining the same shit over and over again, he should do more. He did a lot, but it's not enough..it's never enough. Anyway, I'm a bit tired to hear him... I guess it's normal when it has been a week he talks about the same thing over and over again. He should go get some rest sometime too.
I'm also tired of preps and sluts. God do they piss me off. They look like "sexual bombs" while, I'd put my hand to fire, they suck ass in sex. They're also so skinny, they make me sick. Man, I wish I could fuck them all up and kill each of them very slowly until they beg me to finish them up. I'm getting quite violent, I know, but I'm really starting to hate society and every little shit that comes with it.
Society is fucked, I'm talking to someone who has a lot of problems. God people like the ones who hurted her should.. not die.. but close.. and what other thing pisses me off about society is how people are so demanding about perfection. Y'know, sometimes I would just kill my ex for taking a slimmer girl than me. It's stupid like that, but I would. If I see him again, oooo damn he'll get his lesson. Seriously.. it's not difficult to be prettier than me, I can't be lovable for 2 cents.
Yeah, Chris keeps telling me to shut up when I say that, but I know he's not there and he doesn't have feelings for me. So what? I can say whatever I want. I'm not a fucking toy! I feel like one, but I'm not. People use me like a toy, they come to me whenever they feel lonely, when their gfs leaves, when they need sex, but otherwise, I can't be loved for what I am, but for what I give! Fucking Hell I'm tired of this.
It's like if nobody ever cared.. I feel lonely. I feel unloved. I hate this feeling. It's stupid, but...I wish I would disappear just cause of this. I have no1 to love or be loved. Like.. okay B. is there, but what? he wants sex, not anything else. It really sucks, and anyway, he annoys me real bad now. I get pissed off real easily too.
When will I be able to finally be loved and love back? Like.. I can't find anyone, it's like if nobody would suit me as fine as John or Daniel. and Yet, Daniel is with Becky, and John with a fucking whore. FUCK I HATE HER I WISH SHE DIES HOLY FUCKING SHIT!
I wish she dies... as well as him... I wish I'd die.. cause then I would stop being so fucking fragile and jealous. I'd stop feeling like shit cause of love, I'd stop being mad and having this bad anger filling my chest cause it's really eating me out from the inside. It's killing me... ... how bad I can hate. I hate so much it's painfully killing me, cause I hate everyone!!!!!!!!!
So all of you, fuck you all. I do hate everyone, but my friends.. some of them. very few...