TITLE: I finally have you
AUTHOR:
black_and_colorPAIRING: YokoRyo
LENGTH:2,037 words
RATING: PG-13 turns to Nc-17
GENRE: romance, fluff, smut
DISCLAIMER: I don’t own anything but my imagination
SUMMARY: Yoko loves Ryo - and Ryo loves Yoko, but confessions aren't their strongest point and so they run in circles...
For sure, I’ll ask him today!
Yoko paced back and forth. He was waiting for Ryo to arrive. Actually all of Kanjani was coming too but he wanted to meet with Ryo most of all. He could only take so many failed attempts at confessing his love for the younger one and he decided today should, could, and would be the perfect day to do it.
Eventually they all came in waves of two. Maru showed up with Hina laughing about something that had happened minutes ago. Yasu dragged a sleepy Ohkura along but as soon as Ohkura would see food his strength would rise over the ceiling. Subaru and Ryo were talking about music when they spotted the rest of them.
So they went to eat.
It was all fun and games for the members, or at least that’s what it looked like. They were the loudest group of people in the place and the occasional customer took a picture of the boys and shyly tried to ignore the incredulous fact that kanjani8 was there and how ‘oh my god’ handsome they were in reality.
But all throughout dinner Yoko felt queasy. He was trying to hide the unnerving fact of the racing thoughts in his mind. On top of that, he was trying to rebuild his courage again. All his courage flew out the window whenever his eyes met Ryo’s.
I definitely can’t tell him! I can’t! Maybe I’ll tell him next time
It started to get late. Baru had to go home early to record some parts for their new songs. Yasu and Kura proposed to the rest to go drinking. Hina kindly refused because he didn’t want to be hungover for the VTR he had to record on the next day with Yoko. Ryo excused himself also.
This was it! Thank you HINA!!!
Yoko was given, by some miracle, an excuse to leave with Ryo.
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Ryo walked along in silence with Yoko. Hina had left them a while ago to run some errand. It was a bit uncomfortable since he was with his ultimate secret crush and they were alone in the looming darkness.
It was times like these that Ryo wanted to grab Yoko’s hand and steal a kiss from him and maybe even steal him away to his apartment and then steal “other” things.
Dirty thoughts go away!
He knew he didn’t stand a chance with Yoko. He was trying to search for something to talk about, something to say, but nothing came. Yoko was usually quiet in real life, but Ryo still expected him to say something.
They were friends after all, weren’t they?
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Yoko had thoughts bouncing around in his head. His heart was beating rapidly too.
Why is it so damn silent? Maybe he knows I like him! *Gasp* Did Maru break the promise we made about not telling that to anyone? ARG!!! I bet he did. Next time I won’t buy him a drink! He could get his own! Huuu…I wonder if Ryo thinks I’m disgusting…What if Maru didn’t tell him? But I don’t stand a chance. I’m not Yamapi or Jin or anyone he would be interested in… I’m just Yoko after all
It went on that way in silence.
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“Well, I’m home.” Ryo finally announced as they stood in front of the apartment complex. “Thanks for walking me here.”
Yoko gulped. It was now or never.
“Ryo”
Ryo turned around like in the overdramatic movies when two lovers who really love each other are about to part ways forever. It looked a bit comical if anyone was to be watching. The dead silence and anticipation left them oxygen-less for what seemed to be hours but was only about 8 seconds long.
“I-i-” Yoko tried to muster up his courage.
“I need to go to the bathroom” he failed.
Ryo smiled a little “Sure.”
So they made their way up the stairs. Yoko was so nervous he almost couldn’t climb up the stairs. Maybe I’ll tell him there! But really brain? Really? ‘I need to go to the bathroom’ was all you could come up with? I can’t believe it, he won’t take me seriously at all! He’ll probably laugh and say ‘I love you too~’ and wink at me or something weird like that. I won’t be able to take it!!! I’ll have to tell him some other time- Maybe I shouldn’t tell him at all
Ryo grabbed his hand.
Ryo kissed him.
What the hell just happened?
All he could do was stare at the shy Ryo in front of him.
“I like you…”
“EH?” Yoko was surprised.
That ‘eh’ didn’t sit well in Ryo’s mind. He got angry about kissing and confessing to the other with just an ‘eh’ in reply.
“I knew it” he said in an irritated voice opening the door to his apartment.
“Ryo!”Yoko held the door open before Ryo could slam it in his face.
“What?” He nearly shouted irritated.
Yoko’s pouty lips met the thin lips of Ryo.
The younger one pulled the older into the apartment and shut the door closed with his foot all the while still kissing. Their tongues fought for dominance. Their held breaths made them dizzy and eventually they had to break away.
“I like you too” Yoko said panting for air. Ryo quickly resumed to kissing him. His hands were exploring Yoko’s back. Somehow, they made their way to Ryo’s room kissing each other desperately. It was as if they were the same two movie lovers who had longed for each other since they had separated some years ago.
Still kissing saliva mixing somehow Ryo managed to get Yoko on top of him on his bed. Yoko broke the kiss apart.
“Are you sure you want this?”
Ryo smiled a very naughty smile that seemed to say *Are YOU sure you want this cause I’ve been wanting this for a really long time*
Ryo’s hands wondered down Yoko’s back and soon enough Ryo was groping Yoko’s ass. Yoko let out a slight moan. His pants that had fit just fine a while ago felt tight on him now. Ryo kissed Yoko’s collar and nibbled at his earlobe a tiny bit before going back to kissing him ferociously.
Yoko closed his eyes in ecstasy. His brain couldn’t function much with Ryo’s lips and hands all over him. He started to wonder when exactly Ryo grew up to be such a dirty perv, but Yoko didn’t mind at all because he was also a dirty perv.
Yoko’s hands started to wonder up Ryo’s shirt. Ryo’s hands went to the front of Yoko’s waist.
All hands started to trace around delicate areas. Soon enough there was a desperation that grew wilder and wilder inside both of them.
Ryo managed to get on top of Yoko as they pulled off his shirt. His hands started to work on Yoko’s belt buckle as Yoko tried to open his buttoned shirt as quickly as it could. It wasn’t really working because Ryo was starting to rub his member and Yoko’s thin long fingers wanted to get their hands on Ryo.
He reached for Ryo’s bare chest.
“Take your shirt off Yokoyama.” Ryo said seriously while working on pulling off both of their pants. Yoko’s fingers fumbled around with the buttons. Ryo started to tease his sensitive skin again.
“Dokkun~” he slightly moaned out his name followed by “I can’t take it off with you doing that~”
Ryo started to work on the buttons, but he ended up getting frustrated and began to rip the shirt open. Yokoyama yelled out something like “That was my favorite shirt!” but all Ryo could do was smile at the pale creamy skin in front of him and at the thoughts he had of what he was going to do to it.
Yoko was defenseless as Ryo began to suck on his nipples and lick his stomach. It tickled and it was such an amazing turn on. Who would have known Ryo was so good at this?
Ryo began to gently suck and bite other sensitive parts of Yoko’s skin leaving behind red spots as proof that he had marked that spot as his own.
Yoko was more than ready for Ryo to begin sucking on the most important and sensitive area of his entire body.
He stuck his hands in Ryo’s hair and began guiding his head down to his cock.
“Yokoyama you’re so mean.” Ryo said as he realized what Yoko wanted to do.
“Why?”
“because I don’t want you in my mouth I want you in my ass.” Ryo smirked creepily getting off of Yoko and going over to his bedside drawers fumbling around and finally grabbing lube and a condom. Yoko pinned Ryo to the wall.
“Shouldn’t I prepare you first?” He put two fingers in Ryo’s mouth. Ryo began to suck. Yoko couldn’t help but moan. Then quickly he popped them out of Ryo’s mouth and inserted one inside of Ryo. He began to swivel his finger inside of Ryo. “When did you start talking so dirty?” Yoko added.
“When I started having dreams about you.” Ryo let out with a grunt as the second finger slipped in. Yoko started scissoring him. Yoko replied with a gratified “Oh~”
He hit a spot inside Ryo that made him moan loud enough to wake up the neighbors. Yoko slipped in the third finger. This one began to hurt. Ryo was lost in a mix of pain and pleasure.
Yoko tossed Ryo to the bed and quickly slipped on the condom and applied the lube. “Hurry” Ryo whined.
“I know! I want this as much as you do~”
Yoko was soon taken in by Ryo. Both of their minds were in bliss. Ryo began to pump himself as Yoko pushed in and out. The panted and moaned equally; sweat was dripping down their bodies. No coherent thoughts entered their minds. All they thought about was how great the other one felt. Their body temperatures rose. Ryo reached up and pulled Yoko’s face down. They kissed deeply again or at least it seemed that way. Yoko had his mouth open and did nothing but breathe in and pant out; Ryo continuously sucked on his bottom lip and flicked his tongue inside of Yoko’s mouth.
Yoko began to speed up. Ryo moaned loudly again letting go of Yoko’s head and arching his back. Yoko knew he had hit the pot once more. He kept on hitting it. The pounding became harder and deeper. Ryo was squirming under him. “Yokoyama~” He couldn’t keep himself together any longer.
As soon as Ryo began to slow down with his hand job Yoko took hold of it. He pumped away at the same speed as his thrusts. Ryo was close to the edge. His eyes were rolling back in pleasure. “Yoko~ I don’t think I can~ umph, I can’t hold on any longer.” After a few more mind blowing pumps and thrusts, Ryo shut his eyes and came all over Yoko’s hand. He tightened around Yoko.
“Ryo!” Yoko came and almost immediately slipped out.
He threw the used condom somewhere and pulled up the blankets for both of them. Ryo smiled. He saw with hazy eyes how gently Yoko began acting. It was the first time anyone had covered up his naked body right after sex. Yoko laid down with a groan. Ryo snuggled up to him.
“If I would have known this was going to happen I would have kissed you a long time ago.” Ryo whispered with a smile on his face placing his head partly on the older one’s chest. Yoko smiled while looking at him his muddled thoughts becoming clearer. “It’s a good thing you kissed me Dokkun” He whispered with a slight chuckle, “cause I didn’t think I would have ever gotten the strength to tell you”
Ryo looked up at Yoko.
He kissed him.
“Can you tell me now?”
“I love you- I love you- I love you- even with that I can’t say how much I love you”
Ryo smiled and closed his eyes.
Soon they were both asleep.