sex, relations, and being ahead
if you read this, please dont think that im braggin in anyway, im just stating the facts that are obvious. life gets me really frustrated a lot. i usually have always been the youngest one out of all my friends, except for my neigbors, but as for friends that i meet at work or school, i was always the youngest. i was the youngest in my graduating class. at 17 years old, i had already completed calculus 1 and calculus 2 at that age. at age 19, i already had my AA and started the nursing program. now im 21, and ive already found my carreer, which im prolly gonna retire on before i hit 30. this shit is cool, but other aspects of it make life extremely frustrating. some things that i see people doing now are sooooooooooo lame. i can remeber being in high school, sneaking liquor in my sprite bottles, and then having sex in the bathroom. that shit is old now man, it was high school. i mean in high school i was havin serious sex, running trains and doing crazy shit. now some of my friends are doing that, girls and guys mind you, and they swear they are pimpin now. im like damn, are you really feelin like a pimp cause you had sex in da bathroom? you dont want to do that shit when you get older man. if people are my age and older and still doin that, they are just nasty. come on now, were in our 20's. where is your house, where is your car, where is your job, thats da real pimp shit when your in your 20's. i cant believe people are stuck on that.
next off is drugs. im from trinidad, its da last carribean island, right on top of south america. i didnt know this when i lived there, but marijuana and cocaine plants grow there all da time. when i went to visit in 2001, i was surprised at all the weed plants i saw. i didnt know what cocaine plants looked like, untill my dad pointed them out to me, and i couldnt believe that that shit was growing right under my nose the whole time. so when i started smoking weed, back when i still lived with my parents , my dad sat me down and said, aaron, i could have stayed in trinidad, if you just want to do drugs. i moved up here to get YOU and your brother away from that. thats why i promised myself i wouldnt do coke, it must be pretty serious, if he would move miles away, to a totally different lifestyle, totally different culture, and leave everything behind to get me away from that. and im glad i havent done it. i have some successful friends, and none of them do coke, i also have some unsuccessful friends, and they all do coke. it isnt cause and effect, but there definitely is a correlation. ive watched that shit wreck some people. people that i used to look up to because they had obvious talents, and now all of that shit is gone, because they constantly got to get fucked up. it makes me want to ask them why they hate themselves so much? or why are you such a coward? they all got dreams and ambitions like me, but they aint doin shit.
ive been hangin out with this girl from da islands just like me. she has alot of da same values and perspectives just like me. the only thing we dont have in common is that shes a virgin. but that is so cool to me right now.
in some countries women have no rights. i think that is wrong. however in some countries women are extremely revered. in some countries they are kept virgins untill they get married, and in that same country there will be a shit load of prostitutes to choose from. so its really clear to make your decision. you can go for the pure woman, or just go fuck if thats what i feel like. over here theres a lot of pointless games. i love it when you meet a girl that swears up and down that she's not a ho, but gives it up after a couple drinks. this really makes me sick. its like damn, i know you wanna fuck, why you tryin to act like your all pure and something to be highly respected. just cause i fuck you, dont mean i aint gonna respect you, but if you try to run game thats when the respect is loss. like i said, that shit is sooooooooo high school man. i guess thats what i hate about it, the lies and the deception. if you like to have sex girls, just admit it that shit. i honestly cant understand why you would lie.
next off is drugs. im from trinidad, its da last carribean island, right on top of south america. i didnt know this when i lived there, but marijuana and cocaine plants grow there all da time. when i went to visit in 2001, i was surprised at all the weed plants i saw. i didnt know what cocaine plants looked like, untill my dad pointed them out to me, and i couldnt believe that that shit was growing right under my nose the whole time. so when i started smoking weed, back when i still lived with my parents , my dad sat me down and said, aaron, i could have stayed in trinidad, if you just want to do drugs. i moved up here to get YOU and your brother away from that. thats why i promised myself i wouldnt do coke, it must be pretty serious, if he would move miles away, to a totally different lifestyle, totally different culture, and leave everything behind to get me away from that. and im glad i havent done it. i have some successful friends, and none of them do coke, i also have some unsuccessful friends, and they all do coke. it isnt cause and effect, but there definitely is a correlation. ive watched that shit wreck some people. people that i used to look up to because they had obvious talents, and now all of that shit is gone, because they constantly got to get fucked up. it makes me want to ask them why they hate themselves so much? or why are you such a coward? they all got dreams and ambitions like me, but they aint doin shit.
ive been hangin out with this girl from da islands just like me. she has alot of da same values and perspectives just like me. the only thing we dont have in common is that shes a virgin. but that is so cool to me right now.
in some countries women have no rights. i think that is wrong. however in some countries women are extremely revered. in some countries they are kept virgins untill they get married, and in that same country there will be a shit load of prostitutes to choose from. so its really clear to make your decision. you can go for the pure woman, or just go fuck if thats what i feel like. over here theres a lot of pointless games. i love it when you meet a girl that swears up and down that she's not a ho, but gives it up after a couple drinks. this really makes me sick. its like damn, i know you wanna fuck, why you tryin to act like your all pure and something to be highly respected. just cause i fuck you, dont mean i aint gonna respect you, but if you try to run game thats when the respect is loss. like i said, that shit is sooooooooo high school man. i guess thats what i hate about it, the lies and the deception. if you like to have sex girls, just admit it that shit. i honestly cant understand why you would lie.