Oct 07, 2004 09:04
as a matter of fact things have to change
me and andre' fianlly had a talk, and i think things will be a lot better but not like it used to be.
but like rob said, yall dont hear me, yall just wanna dance
yall aint come to see me either, yall just came to get drunk
its amazing how selfish some ppl can be......and even worse....not even care
im glad my brother's not like that, he just neeeded to talk to me
but as for everyone else.........
being away from jacksonville i can come back and get a fresh outside perspective of everything, ppl are fucked up up here man, with da exception of jamie schukis and rob roy
its like everybody is fucking up, why do ppl have to be selfish dumbasses
alchohol and drugs arent wut makes you happy,its the ppl u do them with, but then u get so caught up in that they forget about the ppl, and can only think about wut THEY want to do at that moment in time which is more drugs and alchohol. dumbasses....selfish dumbasses.......watch this fuck ur life up and have u constantly scrambling for a solution. STOP BEING A DUMBASS
while i was up in jax, u know wut i did that made me feel really good, I COOKED FOR MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY TWICE and it made me feel good as hell. take time to do something for someone, and ppl will genuinely want to help u back in return, and it will also make u fell good without drugs, and make u more respectable......but i guess if u really dont care, then u really dont care, but sooner or later ppl will stop caring about you too!
ppl have forgotten some of the most basic important ideals up here, such as giving and sharing and spending time. think about it real quick, if u cant go hang out with old friends simply because there are no drugs or alchohol, then u are a fucked up individual, this goes for all of yall
i def learned alot on this last J ville visit
WHOLE WHEAT BREAD SHOW
FRIDAY on PINE str
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