Apr 02, 2007 01:42
I've worked hard on some of my issues and learned a lot over the past couple of years. Sometimes I feel like I've changed a lot in some positive ways, but it's hard to compare myself now to how I was 2 years ago because I live with myself everyday. Sometimes things happen that give me a glimpse into just how far I've come and I feel pleased with my progress. It has definitely been difficult and trying at times and there's much more work to be done, but recognizing positive changes makes it all worth it. In fact, working on yourself should be considered a lifetime (and beyond) process.
In retrospect, some issues seem so silly once you start to get over them. But, as you are working through them they can seem so torturous and insurmountable.
Truly open and honest communication doesn't seem nearly as scary as it used to. Clearing the air can feel so amazing.
Tomorrow will involve a 6+ hour flight in first class from JFK to SF. I'd rather not be stuck on a plane all day, but hell...that's the way to travel, courtesy of Joe.