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My computer still wont let me update.. stupid bitch. I even installed spyware shit.
Ugh terrible day today. I mustve thrown up like 4 timees. Lol I know it isn’t that big of a deal.. considering many people throw up 4 times after a freaking meal.. buit im not too partial towards puking.. ugh.
I hate drugs. All kinds. Pain-relieving, headache-relieving, birth-control, cramps.. they never seem to do the job and I end up taking too many all the time to attempt and make them work. I had to take caffeine pills last night to stay up and do my homework.. yeah.. so I take some at like 11 and I ate and everything and it just made me feel sick.. come like 2 am I decide its been 3 hours I can take another.. that was a really bad mistake. I was barely able to finish my merchant journals, I couldn’t even sit at my computer because they made me so nauseous. Not hyper, not awake, not alert.. geez maybe more tired? all of my friends who act so hyper whenever they take caffeine pills.. you guys are all fakers =Þ lol probably not really but they never work for me. I am sticking to coffee. Ugh. I couldn’t sleep until like 4 and I drank a shit load of Mylanta. Yuck. So I puked some this morning and was like fuck school, float, cheer.. bla bla bla. Yeah. Sorry guys lol =/
Then come dinner time and my mom makes me eat this nasty soup and ohhh! I already have a nauseous stomach so what happens? I throw up again. Mind you just a little, but still. Bleh. Bleh bleh bleh.
Over the summer I gained about 10 pounds? And I was all happy and stuff and school starts and I freaking lose 5 pounds within the first 6 weeks. Im guessing its just all from the stress, lack of sleep, and because im at home.. my poor diet. I ate tons over the summer because I NEVER ate at home but now im in my dear old household where my mom likes to serve only beefy products and other shit. On top of that I am usually on campus during lunch and ive gotten so sick of the food at school, so I usually eat nothing.. Plus im not getting breakfast anymore either, I cant wake up early enough. So basically I eat dinner only.. which usually isn’t even that much. That=bad.
Yeah im in a terrible mood. The history assignment Is fucking bullshit, I don’t get it! Its such a waste of time deeearr lord.
Cheers going right now, I actually wish I was there. Welll kinda, I kno im missing a lot but I feel like shit and if I went I probably would have just sat out.
My stomachs so queasy, it has been aaall day. But tomorrow is an A day (oh the JOY!) and I must attend schoool.
Blah.
Gonna depart from la computadora.
I miss the internet, I never see it anymore! Well not often enough. Yuck.
--Janice