ah..
i just posted like how short ago..
sigh.
i realized im really scared
of everything
and this is so lame
but for this school year
i want to just quit ahh..
smoking makes me think.. i need to not do it anymore.
i have so much summer work what the fuck am i gonna do. this week i am going to seriously have to do so much shit. i am so scared.
. and all my classes too
and i just dont want to do the history work but i know im gonna end up doing it.. eh.. if not i'd get a c in the class
i dont know i just realized all this again like 5 minutes ago.
stress here it comes!
BIG breath out!
i dont know why all of a sudden im feraking out.
but i am
and its killing me
its like a big black hole thats like eating me and its like dying.
i dont know =/
this is bad makes me sad.
sigh.
i realized im really scared
of everything
and this is so lame
but for this school year
i want to just quit ahh..
smoking makes me think.. i need to not do it anymore.
i have so much summer work what the fuck am i gonna do. this week i am going to seriously have to do so much shit. i am so scared.
. and all my classes too
and i just dont want to do the history work but i know im gonna end up doing it.. eh.. if not i'd get a c in the class
i dont know i just realized all this again like 5 minutes ago.
stress here it comes!
BIG breath out!
i dont know why all of a sudden im feraking out.
but i am
and its killing me
its like a big black hole thats like eating me and its like dying.
i dont know =/
this is bad makes me sad.