Dec 07, 2004 21:30
Well, I figured out the whole layout thing.
Except I need to learn how to do custom colors cause these suck.
Okayyy holaaay shit so much to say.
I went to CPR friday night. It was fun. I felt kind of awkward and uncomfortable sometimes though. I'm not a hardcore jesus fan and my family is like all athiest. A matter of fact, when I came home from cpr my sister gave me a speech on why god wasnt real. She said that people made up christianity and stuff to control people and how they act and because they couldnt handle the fact that we occured by chance. She said that if everyone in the U.S. flipped 500 coins, someone would get all heads...just like how out of all the planets, we happened to get human life. She also said they made it up because they wanted to feel like "humans were were fucking special." but she says were not and we just wanna think that. you can comment if you want on that, but i dont know what to say considering i have no idea what i belileve in. NOO IDEAA.
Into the Woods auditions are FRIDAY AT 5:30 and I'm nervous/excited. I love drama people theyre amazing and so much fun. I can't wait. I want little red riding hood so bad. That would be the best if i got it. I'd cry i would be so happy.
My brother and his girlfriend broke up. Isn't that sad? I kind of feel sorry for him. Supposively she likes him again. Middle school drama. I dont miss it at all.
I got my haircut. It looks the same except a little shorter and brighter. I annoy myself like that. Everytime I get a haircut, I feel like it looks the same. My mother spends 100 dollars on my fucking haircut and i cant even tell the difference. I feel like complete shit for it.
I'm on boy search again. I need to move out of my "i dont like anyone" stage. I'm bored of it. I have some ideas, but I'm picky. I hate being picky. Options are so slim this way.
I GOT A B ON MY MATH TEST. AN ACTUAL B.
My sister yelled at me and says she cant wait to leave for college.
it makes me feel pretty shitty.
Holidays coming up. I have to go shopping for people.
I love christmas. I love snow(except for when we get it like everyday). I love the feeling of it. I know this sounds gay but it puts my in a good mood.
anyway.
I'm extremely tired. Definitely going to bed riiighhht now.