Aug 10, 2005 00:05
i am so fucking annoyed with myself.
fuck elephants!!!!!!!
i know to everyone who knows it seems stupid but imagine only having 5 people know who u are, i know that those who know just think, "Ashley it's not a big deal."
and what sucks, is their right
but thanks for my concerns about other peoples petty friendships have me being the most retarded person ever.
i even know why i am dreading going back to school. here only two people know, and i have no reason to deal with my reality unless i choose to hang out with them, this is why i have probly been neglecting them. at school, the percentage is much higher, because of my drunkin' nights of honesty.
i need to be goddamn honest with my friends, and with myself