Scared
Im scared for 2 reasons:
1. my nephews in the hospital again he may be annoying as hell but i wont change him for anything in the world. That little boys been through hell and back again and still seems to keep a smile on his face. I admire him soo much hes so strong. He gotten through shit that most adults would have given up by now and just ended their own lives. My nephews had cancer since he was 2! Which means hes had it for about 4 years now. I swear if he dies I dont know what ill do.
2. Im afraid to fly on an air plane. Dont laugh at me! I can hear you! Im one of the most paranoid human being you will ever meet. Im scared to fly cuz im afraid its gonna crash. Im scared of boats cuz im afraid of being lost at sea or it sinking even though im probably also one of the best swimmers youll ever meet as well (5 years of swimming lessons paid off). The first time i went on a cruise i stayed on deck for about 3 hours for just incase i had to jump off quick cuz of a freak accident or something! But i try not to let my fears control my life. Ill get through this ill sleep for the plane ride, I figure if im gonna die id rather do it in my sleep.
OH well i should be asleep i guess im going to bed. Good night.
1. my nephews in the hospital again he may be annoying as hell but i wont change him for anything in the world. That little boys been through hell and back again and still seems to keep a smile on his face. I admire him soo much hes so strong. He gotten through shit that most adults would have given up by now and just ended their own lives. My nephews had cancer since he was 2! Which means hes had it for about 4 years now. I swear if he dies I dont know what ill do.
2. Im afraid to fly on an air plane. Dont laugh at me! I can hear you! Im one of the most paranoid human being you will ever meet. Im scared to fly cuz im afraid its gonna crash. Im scared of boats cuz im afraid of being lost at sea or it sinking even though im probably also one of the best swimmers youll ever meet as well (5 years of swimming lessons paid off). The first time i went on a cruise i stayed on deck for about 3 hours for just incase i had to jump off quick cuz of a freak accident or something! But i try not to let my fears control my life. Ill get through this ill sleep for the plane ride, I figure if im gonna die id rather do it in my sleep.
OH well i should be asleep i guess im going to bed. Good night.