Tis the season!
The days drag on......My worst fear draws closer.
That fear is the month of January. Almost a year ago I lost a love, and nearly 2 lives, one almost being my own (those who know me well enough know what i'm reffering to.) I pray with all my soul this month brings better things but with my strong cynical ways these are not my thoughts at all.
In other news, my b-day is right around the corner. Meh, I would ultimatley love to go to Canada but I doubt i'll find anyone to go w/me since all my friends are either A. not old enough, B. don't drink, or C. don't have the nessicary means of transportation. Oh well, as long as it was better than last year I will be throughly content.
These 2 weeks that follow should be hard as well, my baby is leaving for the Bahamas and will be gone through the hoildays :(. This is the time of the year I need support and comfort the most. Hopefully I will keep myself plenty busy with friends and lots of clubbing lol.
That fear is the month of January. Almost a year ago I lost a love, and nearly 2 lives, one almost being my own (those who know me well enough know what i'm reffering to.) I pray with all my soul this month brings better things but with my strong cynical ways these are not my thoughts at all.
In other news, my b-day is right around the corner. Meh, I would ultimatley love to go to Canada but I doubt i'll find anyone to go w/me since all my friends are either A. not old enough, B. don't drink, or C. don't have the nessicary means of transportation. Oh well, as long as it was better than last year I will be throughly content.
These 2 weeks that follow should be hard as well, my baby is leaving for the Bahamas and will be gone through the hoildays :(. This is the time of the year I need support and comfort the most. Hopefully I will keep myself plenty busy with friends and lots of clubbing lol.