poetry

[bl2on0di0e6]

ok so theres this guy who happens to be an ex of mine who i still want to be with. and yea

and hes in another state right now
and i miss him
lots

and i need to get this out...these are 2 poems i wrote today... its the only way i know how to express my feelings...so here goes

i have loved you for the longest time
remember all the good times
we had when we were together?
i do.
i remember the first time you said you loved me
i knew before then
that i had fallen in love with you
but then something happened
that made me break up with you
it had nothing to do with you
it was just something i didnt want you
to have to deal with too
i had to deal with it
on my own
and then you dated other girls
and i dated other guys
but when its all said and done
you were the one i wanted to be with
but i guess i blew my chance
i still love you
but i dont think you feel the same anymore
so i have to move on.

Why is it
that no matter what i do
who i date
i always end up here
thinking of you
yes i still love you
and i still want to be with you
but i blew my chance
long ago
what would have happened
had i not broken up with you?
ill never know
i dont regret many things
because the things in my past
have made me who i am today
but i do regret breaking up with you
instead of telling you what was going on
and letting you help me deal with
the thing i needed to deal with
i miss you, you know
and i still love you
do you feel the same?

so thats that
and yea
thank u for listening

bbye